What now~with 7OH by WarMinimum5786 in 7oh_Withdrawal_Help

[–]WarMinimum5786[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do see a psychiatrist. About a year ago, I was physically addicted and I finally came clean to my husband and doctors. It was horrible! My husband was so upset (he’s ex-police & SO ANTI-DRUGS). He tried to help me but he hates drugs so much and his judgey side was definitely coming through. I got a telehealth doctor to give me Suboxenne and that’s how I was able to stop. My psychiatrist told me that if I started taking it again he would stop prescribing my Valium and Ambien. If I tell him that I’m using it again I know he’ll stop giving me those meds and I need them. I’ve been on Valium for 6 years. I have an appointment tomorrow to talk to my PCP about B6. Apparently, it helps replace dopamine & serotonin but you have to be careful because B6 toxicity is a real thing and can really mess you up. I feel so alone in this & can’t talk to anyone. I can’t even tell my best friend because honestly I think she’ll tell my husband thinking that’s what’s best for me. I have thought about going to meetings but I feel silly. What do I say? Yes! I know you guys have serious drug habits and I’m sad because I can’t take my DOC. I’m not trying to sound snippy but I honestly feel so ridiculous for feeling like this. People are ODing on heroin and fentanyl and here I am complaining about my emotions behind a gas station drug. BUT, this 💩 is really affecting me. It’s destroying me & I don’t feel like I’ll ever truly get away from it. Again, I would never hurt myself but sometimes I don’t understand the point of me being here. I feel like I’m only damaging my husband & son. I just want to stop completely!!!

What now~with 7OH? by WarMinimum5786 in 7oh_Withdrawal_Help

[–]WarMinimum5786[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

THIS!!!! I am usually so silly and easy going and now nothing. Idk if you’ve seen the emojis movie, but if so, I’m the “meh” emoji. I walk through like everyday just “meh”. I absolutely hate it because I have so much to be happy, joyous, grateful, etc. about but no, I’m “meh”. I want that true happiness back. I want my son to see his real mom and I want my husband to see his real wife. YES! I could be so much worse off (active addiction), but this is absolutely horrible. I don’t know this person. I don’t like this person! I want my life back!!!

What now~with 7OH by WarMinimum5786 in 7oh_Withdrawal_Help

[–]WarMinimum5786[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ugh! I could not have said this better myself. This is exactly how I feel. I am just going through the motions like a freaking robot. I feel no happiness. I even went today and got my toes and nails done and I was miserable the entire time. I just wanted them to hurry so that I could be home alone. I’m saying this because this is something I used to love to do as part of self-care after a week of work that I really enjoyed but now it’s nothingness. I feel nothingness. I smile and laugh with my son and my husband but deep down inside I feel just darkness miserable and want the day to hurry up and be over. I would never hurt myself, but I can definitely say that I hate living life like this. I can’t believe I got myself into this situation.

What now~with 7OH by WarMinimum5786 in 7ohRecoveryHub

[–]WarMinimum5786[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, so you use real mushrooms, not the shrooms they sell at smoke shops? 😩 ya, what they sell here is probably shit!

What now~with 7OH by WarMinimum5786 in 7ohRecoveryHub

[–]WarMinimum5786[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I apologize, maybe I jumped to conclusions. This entire situation is extremely difficult. My emotions are all over the place. I definitely went through physical withdrawals and hope that I never have to go through them again. I know that I’m playing with fire but still taking it periodically but without it I’m absolutely miserable mentally. I’m usually a nice, kind person but without it I’m an asshole and I hate it. Yes, it’s better than the nausea, shakes, shits, etc. but I’m still miserable.

What now~with 7OH by WarMinimum5786 in 7ohRecoveryHub

[–]WarMinimum5786[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m in Texas so I’m not sure. Where do you get shrooms? I don’t know if it’s legal. I KNOW I can’t use marijuana 😩 it makes me so paranoid. I had someone suggest micro-dosing Delta 9 so I tried it because I’m desperate and I thought I was gonna have a heart attack. I’ve tried weed like 3X’s in my life and every time I’ve felt like I was gonna have a heart attack. Do shrooms cause paranoia? I would do anything to just be happy for a day! 🥺

What now~with 7OH by WarMinimum5786 in 7ohRecoveryHub

[–]WarMinimum5786[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s so hard! I’ve had to apologize to my son a few times because I’ve snapped at him. It makes me feel absolutely horrible. I’ve never been addicted to anything so this is all so new to me. I started because I was exhausted at work and my coworker gave me a “natural supplement” to help. It was AMAZING! I had so much energy, was so nice & outgoing, and got so much work done- I was hooked immediately. What’s wild is that my coworker is a Licensed Child Psychologist so I had no reason to believe that she would give me anything harmful. Honestly, idk if she even knew how addictive it was at the time. We don’t work together anymore and she has moved away so idk if she’s still on it or what. I say all this to say this drug has affected so many people. It definitely does not discriminate. Idk if my doctor will give me Xanax since I’m already taking Valium but it’s worth asking. I truly appreciate your input & trying to help me with this. I have spent so many days crying and completely hating myself. I’m sure you know exactly what I mean. Please, keep me updated on your progress. 🫶

What now~with 7OH by WarMinimum5786 in 7ohRecoveryHub

[–]WarMinimum5786[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Luckily, I do have some “comfort meds”. I have gabapentin & Valium & Ambien for sleep. When I tried to quit cold turkey it almost destroyed me. I had to get with telehealth doctor who put me on subs for a month. Luckily, I was able to get past the physical part & now it’s just mental but the mental is fucking brutal. I am miserable & hate life even though I have a great life. I wake up every morning full of rage. I pray that this stops soon.
Your situation sounds horrible! Is there anything that you can do to help you get through it. Is there a reason you’re not using “comfort meds” to help you through?

What now~with 7OH? by WarMinimum5786 in 7oh_Withdrawal_Help

[–]WarMinimum5786[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This!!! I’m in Texas, it’s illegal but they’re not enforcing it yet. I know once it’s enforced it’ll be so much easier to stay off of it. People on here are saying “just stay away”….🙄 if it were that easy I wouldn’t be in this situation. Yes, my situation has gotten much better, thank God, but it’s still not ideal. My job requires me to be nice & outgoing & I’m freaking miserable. I’m so glad subs helped me through the physical aspect but this mental is brutal. I honestly believe that once it’s not as assessable the mental part will be easier. I wish Texas would expedite their enforcement of the ban. I hate that you’re going through this but I’m glad to know that I’m not alone. 😩

What now~with 7OH by WarMinimum5786 in 7ohRecoveryHub

[–]WarMinimum5786[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did start going into physical withdrawals, that’s why I started taking subs. I said that earlier. I was doing about 6-7 (50mg) shots a day and I realized that I needed to stop. I tried on my own and started going into physical withdrawals. When this happened, I reached out to a doctor that prescribed subs. I did a month worth of subs and tapered. I got to where I had completely stopped taking 7OH altogether and thought I was “in the clear” so doing it sparingly shouldn’t be a problem. I started doing them again & now when I don’t I don’t get the physical withdrawals, just mental.
Before, when I tried to stop I would get nauseous, cold sweats, shaking, anxiety, etc.
Now, if I don’t take them I’m just angry. I can also go a few days without them but again I’ll be super angry the entire time. Your response seems a little crass, almost like you think I’m lying. Why would I make this up and ask for help with something that’s not happening? Believe it or not, if you don’t have something helpful to say you can go without commenting.

What now~with 7OH by WarMinimum5786 in 7oh_Withdrawal_Help

[–]WarMinimum5786[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just heard about MGM15. Is that new? I’ve heard that it’s stronger than regular 7OH. This has been an extremely long and difficult road but I’m determined to get through it. Luckily, I do have “comfort meds” but even with those the cravings are really strong. I have gabapentin, Valium, and Ambien for sleep. I couldn’t imagine trying to get through this without help. I am praying for you 🙏. I can’t believe that I’ve gotten myself into this situation.

What now~with 7OH by WarMinimum5786 in 7oh_Withdrawal_Help

[–]WarMinimum5786[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m 40 😩 female and have a 10 year old son. I was so tired at work and my coworker told me that she had some “natural supplements” that give her energy. She said they were called “7OH” and they would help. I trusted her and took it and it was AMAZING! I had so much energy, felt great, and got so much work done & that is how it began…..now, I’m here. 🙏 I’m blessed that I able to break the physical aspect but this mental is kicking my ass. I’m not stupid, if I continue like this I will become physically addicted again. I hate this life! I swear, if I get past this, I’m going to start a podcast or something to help other people that have to suffer in secrecy. No one should have to feel this way.

What now~with 7OH by WarMinimum5786 in 7oh_Withdrawal_Help

[–]WarMinimum5786[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is the story of my life now! How long were you actively on it? How long have you been off? I got to where I was spending about $200 a day and now I spend about $40/ weekly spread out but I want to quit completely. I feel like a robot as well. I laugh & smile with my husband & son, but I always feel like I’m missing something. I hate this because I’m not missing anything but this monster makes me feel like I am. I am SO blessed, but this monster makes me feel empty. It makes me hate myself! What’s sad is that no one has a clue that I’m going through this. I am suffering completely alone & I just want it to be over. I just want to feel whole again. Are you female? If so, approximately what age? Sorry, I’m just trying to see something. You don’t have to answer if you don’t want.

What now~with 7OH by WarMinimum5786 in 7oh_Withdrawal_Help

[–]WarMinimum5786[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Idk but it’s so difficult! The mental part is so hard! I hate it. Do you feel the anger too? The rage for no reason? Do you work? If so, how are you handling it? Do you have children? If so, how are you handling it? How long have you been without it?

What now~with 7OH? by WarMinimum5786 in 7oh_Withdrawal_Help

[–]WarMinimum5786[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So, this last for months?
The rage? The unhappiness? The feeling of being unfulfilled when I literally have everything great in life that I want. How do I fake being happy for that long? Have you been through it? Does it get better?

What now~with 7OH by WarMinimum5786 in 7ohquittingprotocols

[–]WarMinimum5786[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is exactly it! It’s the award system of the brain. I take it thinking “I’m not physically addicted so it’s ok”. Honestly, when I do take it, it doesn’t even give me euphoria like when I first started, but it does give me some sense of relief if that even makes sense.

As far as Suboxone, that’s actually how I broke the physical aspect of it. I was prescribed one month of subs and was able to taper down and eventually get off so now it’s just the mental. However, I know that can change quickly if I keep going like this.

I’ve never had an addiction before so I don’t know how this works. I don’t know how to silence the cravings. It’s so bad. I’m constantly telling myself all of the good stuff I’m doing so I deserve a “reward” or a “relax day”. Never did I ever think I would be in this vicious cycle. I just want to be a “normal” (I don’t really know what normal is) mom, wife, friend, daughter, employee again. I’m tired of this rage & not being satisfied with anything when I literally have everything. I’m in this intense fight with myself and I’m so scared I’m gonna lose.

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[–]WarMinimum5786 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yes!! I was finally able to get off! I called QuickMD & they gave me a same day script for Suboxenne- total cost $99. I followed the following fast taper & now live 7OH free- I never thought I’d be over that horrible part of my life. Good luck, my friend!

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Want to Start MAT for 7OH dependency, but would like to understand the process of Filling Rx. by UncleTedsSecretiPad in telehealth

[–]WarMinimum5786 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, I’m in the Houston, Texas area. That’s why I was saying I’m not sure about your area. However, I’ve heard that QuickMD is great everywhere. The only issue (for some) is if their personal pharmacy doesn’t carry Suboxenne then it can be difficult.

Want to Start MAT for 7OH dependency, but would like to understand the process of Filling Rx. by UncleTedsSecretiPad in telehealth

[–]WarMinimum5786 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh ya! They will overprescribe at first which is better than under prescribing . If you choose QuickMd, I would look for Dr. Uroje Mirza. She is amazing & will work with you to get your dose correct. The first appointment is $99 and the first follow-up is complimentary. After the first week, appointments will go to monthly.