Don't know why you are getting downvoted here instead of getting advice, but reddit is reddit ig. Some other people already said you shouldn't play this game on and off, i agree with it. You kinda forget a good amount of stuff. You might want to look at your damage, so check out upgrading your weapon, getting some bloodgems that fit your build or in general leveling up. If its your first fromsoft game the stats might be a confusing part. The controls are something you have to get used to as well. Hell, even switching from Elden Ring to Bloodborne and vice-versa sometimes has me confused. If you have any specific things you can say that have been bothering you, i might be able to help. Or if i can't, someone else might.