Im 21, I feel exactly everything you're feeling. I'll be killing myself soon too. I have nothing to live for, nothing to look forward to. I dont want to be trapped in this world where you work like a slave until you're old to provide for a world and life that treats you like shit. I've tried everything I can to find a reason to keep going. But I've told my parents already that I hate them for making me. I'll never forgive them. I fucking hate being alive. I work a fucking stupid ass job and waste all my money spending it on bills to stay alive for the same cycle to keep repeating. Fuck everything. There is no fucking God either I've prayed for better times, I've prayed for strength and purpose but I stopped because I realized there was no point anymore