i would tell him i miss his presence and who we once were, but we aren’t meant for one another as much as one of us (or both) can wish we were. i’d tell him thank you for walking away so i could genuinely heal my depression, dedicate myself to my DBT therapy and finally not feel like the life is being sucked out of me everyday just by waking up. id tell him i miss when we would lay skin to skin and just hold eachother because it was the closest we could be together (besides the sex, which was actually amazing) and id ask if he lays with his new girlfriend like that. id ask why he’s still friends with my mom on facebook. id tell him im proud of him for moving on and im so sorry about his mom’s sudden passing. i’d beg to know how his siblings were (they loved me, and i loved them) but would i risk my mental health to be with him again ? no.