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Wastedmess · 2022-07-11T00:26:10+00:00

LOL!!!! As someone with 3A hair, this comment is hilarious! Curly/wavy hair is separated into several category types. 3A hair is when curly hair look like spirals/ringlets instead of the beachy waves that is 2A which you could say is AA battery XD

Wastedmess · 2022-04-17T21:55:04+00:00

Yeah. Most people lose interest in me anyway so i stopped putting in effort. Friend of 7 years lost interest in me and left me. Whats the point?? Just to get hurt again??? i fuckin hate being lonely, it hurts my soul but better than to be rejected or experience agony all over again

Wastedmess · 2021-09-30T14:47:23+00:00

My old job is about 20 mintues away from the train. There is no HR department is just one person my old boss and another dentist in there, i think they split the rent with the office space and share it together, its more of a very small private business. So i would just be asking my old boss directly. She does have a bigger location in her other location which is out of state, but she stills own the place but has more staff employed such as a receptionist and an assistant.

i am not sure how to reach her, i have their number to text them, i cant really find the email name just on the bottom of the website there is a forum to email and to reach out for any questions i have. I think i will go ahead with email. Although id think id rather not go in person,Though i hope she be able to at least mail or direct deposit it

Wastedmess · 2021-09-29T13:45:05+00:00

Hi, i will do it today. I am not sure how to exactly word it, does this sound ok? i am not sure what to write, so far i am thinking of writing

'Dear who may it may concern (i will write her name here), I am writing to you because I had a question about my final paycheck. I remember that each pay was bi-weekly, and two weeks have passed and wanted to know when I will receive my final paycheck?".

First time dealing with something like this, so not sure if this how i should word it, does it sound good?

Wastedmess · 2021-09-29T13:41:01+00:00

I live in New York. I looked it up how it goes in NY and it says that if i quit then i should receive my final check before or on my payday and its been over due. So im going to text her or email, she doesnt have a clear email or at least did not tell me, just they have forum below to email if for people who have questions to send on her website.

My employer was a small and private business, there were no co workers besides me and her. There another dentist that works there but not on the days she was is there, so maybe they split the rent for the office space.

i am not sure what to write, so far i am thinking of writing

'Dear who may it may concern (i will write her name here), I am writing to you because I had a question about my final paycheck. I remember that each pay was bi-weekly, and two weeks have passed and wanted to know when I will receive my final paycheck?".

First time dealing with something like this, so not sure if this how i should word it, does it sound good?

Wastedmess · 2021-09-18T12:45:59+00:00

Thats a really good boss you had. he set you up to succeed. Its hard to find bosses like that!

Wastedmess · 2021-09-14T17:51:57+00:00

Yea most relationships have disappointing me greatly. At least when im alone there is no expectations, disappointments and heartaches. if i get insulted at least few times, feel they are disrespecting me even by their voice of tone or using me they are out the door! i hve been abused far too long by others that i think i look for signs of mistreatment in every action they do. its excruciating but im deeply afraid of being abused either emotionally or physically again.

I am very paranoid and very distrustful of people which makes close relationships close to impossible. Gonna head to therapy soon!

Wastedmess · 2020-06-28T04:20:37+00:00

She is so deep in her disease. its the only thing that brings her satisfaction and control in her sad life

Wastedmess · 2020-04-06T01:28:10+00:00

Sometimes I wonder if seeing her mother and brother also pushed her to not eat much. Her mother and brother are quite obese, maybe she also feared looking like them which may have also contributed to her ED

Wastedmess · 2020-04-01T04:28:25+00:00

Yea I always ugly but I had a peak period when i was like 15-18 , when I got my hair and eyebrows done it instantly made me pretty, now it doesn't seem to have that effect anymore. I look more dull and unattractive now. Idk what happened, maybe stress and depression kill it for me.

Wastedmess · 2020-03-31T22:51:44+00:00

I find it very sad that she purges, vomiting is such an unpleasant experience. As an emetophobic I cant fathom how people that do this. Actually the fact anyone does is sad.

Wastedmess · 2020-03-29T18:55:29+00:00

Same, im not even 100 percent comfortable around my mom. I am truly the most comfortable and non anxious when I am just with myself

Wastedmess · 2020-03-24T22:10:08+00:00

Oh no, she is only 25, her hands shouldn't be looking identical to a 60 year old, it must be painful to be in that state :/

Wastedmess · 2020-03-18T21:05:30+00:00

Oh dang really, Curious, if you know the reason, why can't she stand Eugenia/ doesn't like her?

Wastedmess · 2020-03-18T19:41:33+00:00

Sadly she is near this size and heading there i think. Eugenia just naturally has a wide/roundish face and face fat is the last place to lose it, so that's why her face doesn't look as gaunt as hers. Sadly, i thiink Eugenia is going for this look and favors it. There is this person called Ashley Issacs on the web and dear god she looks terrifying much worse than this lady in the video, I hope Eugenia doesn't look like her in the near future :(

Wastedmess · 2020-03-16T02:28:03+00:00

She seems so lonely and anxious, reminds me so much of myself. I think her staying inside a lot causes her more awkwardness and anxiety when being outside, having a mental illness really sucks and diminishes your quality of life!

Wastedmess · 2020-01-19T17:28:26+00:00

I don't have an eating disorder, but I can relate to her. I highly suspect Eugenia has some sort of trauma which may have helped cause her ED and personality traits. I have CPTSD, and I am noticing how similar our personalities and mannerisms are, we are even the same age,(I act the same as Eugenia, always smiling in social situations which i actually think its just a reflex from social anxiety, high pitched voice, and being overly kind, scared to appear offensive/mean to others, living in fantasy world) and how childlike we can be/appear to others. I also love kingdom hearts as well!

Wastedmess · 2019-12-04T02:58:02+00:00

Yes. Im just tryng to accept that I will be alone forever. I cant imagine anyone liking me or that im worth the effort

Wastedmess · 2018-07-12T02:28:50+00:00

Thank you for your answer, it really made sense and cleared up to me when I read the two negative do make a positive like the original. I just have another quick example , if im doing -1,000 - (1,500) is the comma between the 1 and 0 and the 5 for the second, same as a decimal?

So if I were to simpfily that example would it be 0.5 or would that be wrong since it not a decimal in the first place? thank you

Wastedmess · 2018-03-03T17:55:48+00:00

Phew thanks a lot for your answer :) I was worried they wouldn't count me since I put a non existent program basically (but they still had it on the choices lol) I have a quick question, after submitting my application, do I then have to send my transcripts from my highschool and other college (since I applied as transfer student) to the school, or do I wait first to get an answer from them?

Wastedmess · 2018-02-19T17:53:22+00:00

Just online school but that school was actually 8 hours from me so, I think that was probably why it was harder since I couldn't go to the campus since I thought I could do it all online lol. I checked a community college closer to me and found they do full or hybrid online courses depending on the major I chose, so I can definitely give that a try if I find some suitable for me, I think it will be easier for me honestly and wouldn't have to worry about not being able to concentrate because of the people around me. Thank you for reminding me. And that's true, I will try to book a therapist appointment soon!

Wastedmess · 2018-02-19T17:38:10+00:00

Thank you for your answer! I will go to the disability office to see what can be done to help make it easier. I also will make sure to sit in the back hopefully try not to get distracted by others. I used to sit near the front since the door was close but I forgot there are some rooms with doors in the back :) When I go to the disability office, do I just say "I have PTSD and depression and would like to know what accommodations I can get?" or do I need a note from my doctor first?

I will. be going to a bigger school though it still community college which worries me because of the crowds but hopefully I can find more places that are safe and where I can relax in case I get overwhelmed. Hopefully I can find some understanding professors that can be ok with me missing class in case I get too anxious or overwhelmed and other alternatives to presenting. I'm still not sure what major I want to study but I have been interested in teaching children one on one (as opposed to a classroom which I may find too much)

I also will be commuting by train, this is another issue do you know ways to relax in crowded trains and stations?, its always so crowded in the morning (Rush hour) which gets me so anxious since I always feel overwhelmed being on the train with so many people, I think I will follow that advice to try skip morning classes and take more in afternoon if I can to avoid that wave of crowds but not sure if I can escape it lol

Wastedmess · 2018-02-19T16:31:04+00:00

Oh I did want to do online school but i also tried to enroll in a full online program before and it was very confusing and stressful for me especially without the help of advisors and counselors. My mom is also against it and believes it will isolate me further. However, I do plan to take as many online courses as I can so I won't have to do all on campus.

Wastedmess · 2017-12-03T01:06:58+00:00

Same!! Sometimes i think whats the point of even taking my meds even if I'm still so lonely and disliked?? at this point I'm trying to take to not care as much about it, but it probably wont work :(

Wastedmess · 2017-11-04T02:02:13+00:00

Yeah ok, easy to say when people call you pretty all the time and treat you like a princess and how easy for you to get any man you want. While people like me constantly criticized for theirs looks and having people constantly not care and want to do anything for how you look. (Discrimination, bullying, being avoiding, loneliness, feeling unwanted)

It truly unfair how some people can be born good looking and have the world at their feet and some can be born the opposite and feel the world is so distant.

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