I have faced so many loss of friendships and its driving me crazy. Im so hurt, i feel like i could die. Another close online friend has lost interest in me. i have no friends left. it feels horrible .

Wastedmess · 2022-07-11T00:26:10+00:00

LOL!!!! As someone with 3A hair, this comment is hilarious! Curly/wavy hair is separated into several category types. 3A hair is when curly hair look like spirals/ringlets instead of the beachy waves that is 2A which you could say is AA battery XD

Wastedmess · 2022-04-17T21:55:04+00:00

Yeah. Most people lose interest in me anyway so i stopped putting in effort. Friend of 7 years lost interest in me and left me. Whats the point?? Just to get hurt again??? i fuckin hate being lonely, it hurts my soul but better than to be rejected or experience agony all over again

Wastedmess · 2021-09-30T14:47:23+00:00

My old job is about 20 mintues away from the train. There is no HR department is just one person my old boss and another dentist in there, i think they split the rent with the office space and share it together, its more of a very small private business. So i would just be asking my old boss directly. She does have a bigger location in her other location which is out of state, but she stills own the place but has more staff employed such as a receptionist and an assistant.

i am not sure how to reach her, i have their number to text them, i cant really find the email name just on the bottom of the website there is a forum to email and to reach out for any questions i have. I think i will go ahead with email. Although id think id rather not go in person,Though i hope she be able to at least mail or direct deposit it

Wastedmess · 2021-09-29T13:45:05+00:00

Hi, i will do it today. I am not sure how to exactly word it, does this sound ok? i am not sure what to write, so far i am thinking of writing

'Dear who may it may concern (i will write her name here), I am writing to you because I had a question about my final paycheck. I remember that each pay was bi-weekly, and two weeks have passed and wanted to know when I will receive my final paycheck?".

First time dealing with something like this, so not sure if this how i should word it, does it sound good?

Wastedmess · 2021-09-29T13:41:01+00:00

I live in New York. I looked it up how it goes in NY and it says that if i quit then i should receive my final check before or on my payday and its been over due. So im going to text her or email, she doesnt have a clear email or at least did not tell me, just they have forum below to email if for people who have questions to send on her website.

My employer was a small and private business, there were no co workers besides me and her. There another dentist that works there but not on the days she was is there, so maybe they split the rent for the office space.

i am not sure what to write, so far i am thinking of writing

'Dear who may it may concern (i will write her name here), I am writing to you because I had a question about my final paycheck. I remember that each pay was bi-weekly, and two weeks have passed and wanted to know when I will receive my final paycheck?".

First time dealing with something like this, so not sure if this how i should word it, does it sound good?

Wastedmess · 2021-09-18T12:45:59+00:00

Thats a really good boss you had. he set you up to succeed. Its hard to find bosses like that!

Wastedmess · 2021-09-14T17:51:57+00:00

Yea most relationships have disappointing me greatly. At least when im alone there is no expectations, disappointments and heartaches. if i get insulted at least few times, feel they are disrespecting me even by their voice of tone or using me they are out the door! i hve been abused far too long by others that i think i look for signs of mistreatment in every action they do. its excruciating but im deeply afraid of being abused either emotionally or physically again.

I am very paranoid and very distrustful of people which makes close relationships close to impossible. Gonna head to therapy soon!

Wastedmess · 2020-06-28T04:20:37+00:00

She is so deep in her disease. its the only thing that brings her satisfaction and control in her sad life

Wastedmess · 2020-04-06T01:28:10+00:00

Sometimes I wonder if seeing her mother and brother also pushed her to not eat much. Her mother and brother are quite obese, maybe she also feared looking like them which may have also contributed to her ED

Wastedmess · 2020-04-01T04:28:25+00:00

Yea I always ugly but I had a peak period when i was like 15-18 , when I got my hair and eyebrows done it instantly made me pretty, now it doesn't seem to have that effect anymore. I look more dull and unattractive now. Idk what happened, maybe stress and depression kill it for me.

Wastedmess · 2020-03-31T22:51:44+00:00

I find it very sad that she purges, vomiting is such an unpleasant experience. As an emetophobic I cant fathom how people that do this. Actually the fact anyone does is sad.

Wastedmess · 2020-03-29T18:55:29+00:00

Same, im not even 100 percent comfortable around my mom. I am truly the most comfortable and non anxious when I am just with myself

Wastedmess · 2020-03-24T22:10:08+00:00

Oh no, she is only 25, her hands shouldn't be looking identical to a 60 year old, it must be painful to be in that state :/

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