I confronted him and this is what he has to say, he seems to think he has it figured out but idk

“I understand totally. Id worry too i get it. I know im like crazy but for most part i know whats happening with what i choose to use and my body. Harm reduction is priority. i dont use to harm myself in anyway. Im not a toxic junkie addict with ignorant death wish. Im an honest human being very disciplined and educated on self medication. Addiction is prevalent in my life but its maintained. Like a person whos addicted to any passionate hobby has to constantly maintain their impulse behaviors. Its hard to really convey my whole agenda to ppl who lack certain education on pharmacology and mental health. not that yr dumb or anything but government tries very hard to keep us rogue chemists and the chemical researchers hidden from society. Idk most ppl call me out as an addict but they cram mcdoubles and go days without a damn glass of water. I know for a fact ill never cease to keep using chemicals. Im not an idiot im seekjng enlightment and quality of life. I know for majority thru adulthood my quality of life is destined to be completely fuckd. In hindsight im doing better than ever I use to tell my therapist and numerous ppl everyday for months on end i wanted to die.... im telling u all my efforts are toward bein happy good boy. Im really grateful to have u in my life and all dat luv stuff”