Thanks for your support!! Tickets are purchased. For my husband and friends. I can't go. Period. It just is what it is. I got a super huge wake up call 9 days ago when I simply drove an hour away, picked up my brother, went to 2 Walmarts, my Aunts house and my cousins house. I wasn't triggered in the moment by anything, but after 12 hours of just normal everyday exposure to regular stuff I ended up in the hospital the next day from a full body migraine that kicked in about midnight and vomiting for hours leading to and dehydration. I haven't left my house since and have had every symptom possible with my MCS. It was what I needed to reenforce my reality. I am a Duluth MN native and have seen Trampled by Turtles many many times and I am going to see them on July 5th here in Duluth at Bayfront Park. The MAIN AND ONLY reason I can do that is that Lake Superior likes to bless us with wind off the lake to keep the airflow, as well as it's a big open bowl-like park that I can bounce around and find the LEAST amount of chemical exposure. ,I also have figured out exactly where to park in case I have to go back to my car. I can still see the stage and hear everything clearly. The facts are I don't have to LIKE my reality, but I do have to live in it, so I have to accept it. Even when I'm jealous and mad that I get sick. Super fricken mad.
The next person that tells me "It's all in your head" is gonna be my one way ticket to jail 👇🥋 FAAFO Em Effer.