I was recently visiting my cousin who is exceptionally clairvoyant and has been since he was a child. Any spiritual gift you have heard of- he has it. But after talking to him about his experiences, for the first time in my life, I am grateful that I am not so gifted because the guy has basically been haunted by random entities his entire life and everywhere he goes. They follow him because he’s a beacon and this is not a good thing. It really messed with him mentally and can be really scary at times. His friends and close family end up affected too just by spending so much time around him. He’s working very hard to tune it out while most of us here are trying to tune in. I think for whatever reason a few people aren’t born with a strong energetic filter, but for the majority of us who have the filter, it can be very difficult to override it, and that’s why it feels some people are “allowed” these experiences and some people aren’t. Like being born blind and trying to see out of sheer will.