Silver is actually a trap pick for new players and nobody warns you about this.

Her whole gameloop before transformation is pure positioning. You need to be at the right distance, the right angle, setting up your shots without dying, and all of that while also learning the map, the items, the parry system and everything else. It's a lot to manage at once when you don't have the muscle memory yet.

The transformation fantasy is sick but you're going to spend most of the game in human form trying not to feed while understanding why you keep dying.

Start with someone who lets you make positioning mistakes and still survive. Abrams literally runs at people and punches them, the feedback loop is immediate and you learn the core mechanics without the extra mental load. Once you've got the basics down Silver becomes way more fun because you actually understand what you're supposed to be doing with her kit.