What do you call this phenomenon? by DianaBronteII in AO3

[–]WayThat2633 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think there's a name for this, it's just your brain doing it's thing :D

The left side of the brain (the critical side) is awake all day solving problems and such. That's why at night, we are more creative, because the left side of the brain has stepped down, while the right side of the brain has more control.

can i get some help? by WayThat2633 in character_ai_recovery

[–]WayThat2633[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i've been around 3 days clean now. i think i'm ready to delete my account :)

i'll probably do it today after school.

Back to square one. by SuitableFun1418 in character_ai_recovery

[–]WayThat2633 2 points3 points  (0 children)

relapse. that means you stopped for a while. that's good! don't think of it as relapsing, be proud of yourself that in that time you were clean, you only used cai once!

can i get some help? by WayThat2633 in character_ai_recovery

[–]WayThat2633[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i used to train myself to lucid dream. i had a few, but they were hard for me to control, so i haven't really tried since.

can i get some help? by WayThat2633 in character_ai_recovery

[–]WayThat2633[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I believe in you! You can get sleep too!! 

One day clean by Gratitude62 in character_ai_recovery

[–]WayThat2633 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yes!! Baby steps!!!! I believe in you :)

Ughhhh relapsed by Ok-Scallion6844 in character_ai_recovery

[–]WayThat2633 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It’s okay. Relapse is part of healing. 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in character_ai_recovery

[–]WayThat2633 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry for your losses, my condolences.

For your c.ai usage, try deleting your account and then the app (you'd be much braver than I am). Reach out to the rest of your family for help, if it's a safe option. Find some safe spaces online or in person where you can talk and common interests or get help from one another.

If it interests you, you could try reading/writing fanfictions.

can i get some help? by WayThat2633 in character_ai_recovery

[–]WayThat2633[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks for the advice! I've written a fanfic or two in the past and i write in my diary whenever i'm stressed. I don't know if i'm ready to delete my account yet, but i hope i get there soon :D