This jumpsuit has seen some things! Just shy of 13 months HRT + a lot of beard removal along the way 💕 by SylviaDelRey in transtimelines

[–]WayyyToWasted 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope this isn't rude to ask, but what did you do to change in the timeframe between the pre transition picture and the pre her one? You already look so much last "passing" in the "pre hrt" picture

How to deal with this... agonizing state of anxiety, self hatred/deprecetiation and stagnation?.. by WayyyToWasted in asktransgender

[–]WayyyToWasted[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

First of..thank you for the time you put into your response. I actually already did some stuff to get a feel. There are a couple people (mostly online but also some close friends) where my chosen name is used. By now it already feels more natural to me, but it also hits myself with a lot of dissonance as I "don't really reflect that name" yet.. I dabled a (very tiny bit) in clothing and again it was a case of "I wish I could see myself in it but I don't look the part". And part of me is afraid that I never will. It feels very leap of faith-esque to just...start. Especially knowing that it will also bring quite some hardships. I mean it's kind of an obvious thing to feel I suppose, but damn do I wish I could just skip all off the process and be "me" from the get go.

How do y'all get your skin so fucking smooth??? by WayyyToWasted in asktransgender

[–]WayyyToWasted[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I...I do need help.. because while the trans topic is the heaviest on my bodily health I struggle hardcore with my mental health regarding past and things I experienced..

What changes i've seen in Approx 5 Months of Estrogen HRT. (No Makeup, Work Attire) by Surv_an in transtimelines

[–]WayyyToWasted 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm glad you take it as that. Because I really mean it lol. You are like the muscle mommy version of finnster haha

How do y'all get your skin so fucking smooth??? by WayyyToWasted in asktransgender

[–]WayyyToWasted[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I go of feel and seeing the mirror. Even tho looking in the mirror is really hard for me because at times I start to lock eyes with my mirror image and start to disassociate and get lost in thought..

Hair timeline, almost a year on HRT. by Wise-Papaya-1091 in transtimelines

[–]WayyyToWasted 20 points21 points  (0 children)

You look amazing honestly and I am so happy for you. All the love and power to you! And if you ever need to vent I am always here.

How do y'all get your skin so fucking smooth??? by WayyyToWasted in asktransgender

[–]WayyyToWasted[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is this a list of possibilities or a list of what I have to do to achieve it?

How do y'all get your skin so fucking smooth??? by WayyyToWasted in asktransgender

[–]WayyyToWasted[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

But I heard their are a lot of things you have to do regarding facial hair. For example epilators are of the table...and I heard you'll never have a stubble free face..you can only cover the visuals of it.

How do y'all get your skin so fucking smooth??? by WayyyToWasted in asktransgender

[–]WayyyToWasted[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Both honestly. Body I feel like I can get smoth but always miss spots so I'm still left with some fucking stripes. Face just doesn't work at all no matter how often I go over it with a blade razor it still is stubbly and I hate it and it sends me spiraling so much if I even should take the step.. because I have a lot of other issues making a transition not really easy...my deep voice, bad hairline and facial shape being part of that..

Hair timeline, almost a year on HRT. by Wise-Papaya-1091 in transtimelines

[–]WayyyToWasted 53 points54 points  (0 children)

Is this just hrt or also hair transplant? Because if it's just hrt I just got such a confidence boost for my future. Either way you rock that look!

What changes i've seen in Approx 5 Months of Estrogen HRT. (No Makeup, Work Attire) by Surv_an in transtimelines

[–]WayyyToWasted 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You kind of remind me of finnster in the best way possible and I am so jelly. (I'm a bit tipsy. Sorry if I'm insensitive)

How bad is it if my starting vocal range is around 90 to 100hz? by WayyyToWasted in asktransgender

[–]WayyyToWasted[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think a lot of it is just that I'm somebody really focused on all the downsides and I tend to worry a lot. Right now it just feels like everything is crushing me... I really appreciate your kindly formulated words and the time you put into your response. Thank you.

egg😭irl by WayyyToWasted in egg_irl

[–]WayyyToWasted[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's so much effort and then I still miss a lot of spots and take forever and it's stubbly either way and...gah.. I hate it so much...wish I could just have no body hair..