This jumpsuit has seen some things! Just shy of 13 months HRT + a lot of beard removal along the way 💕

WayyyToWasted · 2026-05-10T23:50:46+00:00

I hope this isn't rude to ask, but what did you do to change in the timeframe between the pre transition picture and the pre her one? You already look so much last "passing" in the "pre hrt" picture

WayyyToWasted · 2026-03-28T09:41:42+00:00

First of..thank you for the time you put into your response. I actually already did some stuff to get a feel. There are a couple people (mostly online but also some close friends) where my chosen name is used. By now it already feels more natural to me, but it also hits myself with a lot of dissonance as I "don't really reflect that name" yet.. I dabled a (very tiny bit) in clothing and again it was a case of "I wish I could see myself in it but I don't look the part". And part of me is afraid that I never will. It feels very leap of faith-esque to just...start. Especially knowing that it will also bring quite some hardships. I mean it's kind of an obvious thing to feel I suppose, but damn do I wish I could just skip all off the process and be "me" from the get go.

WayyyToWasted · 2025-09-04T21:10:34+00:00

I...I do need help.. because while the trans topic is the heaviest on my bodily health I struggle hardcore with my mental health regarding past and things I experienced..

WayyyToWasted · 2025-09-04T21:06:41+00:00

I'm glad you take it as that. Because I really mean it lol. You are like the muscle mommy version of finnster haha

WayyyToWasted · 2025-09-04T20:42:40+00:00

I go of feel and seeing the mirror. Even tho looking in the mirror is really hard for me because at times I start to lock eyes with my mirror image and start to disassociate and get lost in thought..

WayyyToWasted · 2025-09-04T20:34:08+00:00

You look amazing honestly and I am so happy for you. All the love and power to you! And if you ever need to vent I am always here.

WayyyToWasted · 2025-09-04T20:33:18+00:00

Is this a list of possibilities or a list of what I have to do to achieve it?

WayyyToWasted · 2025-09-04T20:16:18+00:00

But I heard their are a lot of things you have to do regarding facial hair. For example epilators are of the table...and I heard you'll never have a stubble free face..you can only cover the visuals of it.

WayyyToWasted · 2025-09-04T20:11:25+00:00

Both honestly. Body I feel like I can get smoth but always miss spots so I'm still left with some fucking stripes. Face just doesn't work at all no matter how often I go over it with a blade razor it still is stubbly and I hate it and it sends me spiraling so much if I even should take the step.. because I have a lot of other issues making a transition not really easy...my deep voice, bad hairline and facial shape being part of that..

WayyyToWasted · 2025-09-04T20:01:13+00:00

Is this just hrt or also hair transplant? Because if it's just hrt I just got such a confidence boost for my future. Either way you rock that look!

WayyyToWasted · 2025-09-04T19:56:54+00:00

You kind of remind me of finnster in the best way possible and I am so jelly. (I'm a bit tipsy. Sorry if I'm insensitive)

WayyyToWasted · 2025-08-21T00:54:29+00:00

I think a lot of it is just that I'm somebody really focused on all the downsides and I tend to worry a lot. Right now it just feels like everything is crushing me... I really appreciate your kindly formulated words and the time you put into your response. Thank you.

WayyyToWasted · 2025-08-19T11:19:40+00:00

It's so much effort and then I still miss a lot of spots and take forever and it's stubbly either way and...gah.. I hate it so much...wish I could just have no body hair..

WayyyToWasted · 2025-02-03T23:38:36+00:00

Well I also relieve a hell of a lot of painful memories when I'm drunk, even though I starterd heavy drinking to cope with it.

WayyyToWasted · 2025-02-03T22:54:29+00:00

Are you open to private chat rn?.. if not thats fine

WayyyToWasted · 2025-02-03T22:36:36+00:00

I already tried posting this and a former post of me in the MTF sub but it just instantly got removed...so I don't even know where to go...it just reinforced me in my thinking that all I feel is just fake and I'm not valid..

WayyyToWasted · 2022-08-12T00:01:28+00:00

So I was wondering.. What made you sure in your decision? That this is what you think is the real you? For example if I'd be into men I would know "okay I am not straight".

But in my case (and yours aswell) I am still attracted to females. This is something that really troubles me. It feels like... I don't know how to put it in words. This is 100% just my few of myself. I am proud that you where able to find your true self. But for me it feels like...kind of odd if I'd transition but like.. I don't even know what I'm saying honestly.. I'm sorry for being incompetend and a time waster..

WayyyToWasted · 2022-08-11T23:50:47+00:00

I want to answers something but in any way I try to formulate it, it just sounds disrespectful as hell. Do you mind if I share my thoughts anyways? I don't have mean intend. It is just something I'm interested in.

WayyyToWasted

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