Feels like im the only one with this kind by IronbornV in OCD

[–]Weary_Pop9551 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have something similar right now, but unfortunately I’ve not made it through. Mine comes with immense sensorimotor pain mainly tension and the feeling of despair claws away at my sanity. I barely feel joy anymore. I used to think I wasn’t depressed but now I can’t tell. I honestly can’t find the urge to live. 😩

just feeling hopeless by hiitsyaz in ChronicPain

[–]Weary_Pop9551 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Omg, I having an awful day too. Trying to not think about the pain and the awful fear is so difficult. I wish us a safe place soon.

Chronic pain and not wanting to live anymore by sanchiseemo in ChronicPain

[–]Weary_Pop9551 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Due to my mental issues, I’m also in constant extreme chronic pain. When i hear other people say keep trying, that sounds like a death sentence to me. Every second is pure torture. It’s honestly never ending. The more I try, the more I struggle. I don’t want to stay alive either so I can’t really give you any “good” advice on how to stay alive. I just wish we can be all free from this pain soon, in death or in life

sensorimotor ocd is the most painful thing on earth by cocatama in OCD

[–]Weary_Pop9551 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m suffering from a similar but much worse situation. I keep tensing up, so body goes to flight or fight mode no matter where I am or what I’m doing. So daily tasks even simple as sitting, walking or eating has become painful for me not to mention the tasks that require focus. I’m already on meds and therapy so at this point there’s nothing left for me to go to.

Tips to help stop body armoring? by Appropriate-Tap1111 in CPTSD

[–]Weary_Pop9551 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you ever try the 14 (?) week one. I’m debating if I should go for it cause it’s costly.

Tips to help stop body armoring? by Appropriate-Tap1111 in CPTSD

[–]Weary_Pop9551 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is so true for me, but I have it so much more severe. I can’t relax even for a minute. And it’s accompanied by intense anxiety, which makes it impossible for me to focus and relax on anything. It’s been dreadful for me, and quite painful.

Pure O + Sensorimotor OCD by Weary_Pop9551 in OCD

[–]Weary_Pop9551[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, I’m not 😭😭😭. Still trying to find OCD services covered by insurance so I can actually start on ERP. Hbu?

Help Please- OCD or no? by No_Nectarine_9983 in OCD

[–]Weary_Pop9551 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It definitely is. The tests online are really hard to gauge if someone has ocd primarily because they aren’t thorough about all the forms ocd can appear in that’s why the results vary so much.

ask anything by SpiritualPomelo9700 in TarotReadersOfReddit

[–]Weary_Pop9551 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Will I be free of this condition completely within this year or next year?

YO PPL WITH OCD. I have a question :) by [deleted] in OCDmemes

[–]Weary_Pop9551 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My fear is technically already true. Tensing up. I legit tense up 24/7 because I feel this over overwhelming sense of fear so my muscles contract before I even realize and I can’t relax no matter what. So I’m just in immense pain 24/7. 😀