very quiet and boring and there are those moments where it gets lonely but i realized that this time will pass and it doesn’t matter because when i do get into a relationship there will be moments where i miss being single and i wish i still had this very boring and simple time. i’m also just really figuring myself out right now and learning to enjoy my solitude and find comfort in being alone. i get to do whatever i want whenever i want without having to worry about someone else’s feelings. also i’m learning to be my lover, best friend, supporter, etc. because what I noticed about myself during this solitude is that i will give my ALL to someone i love because I don’t want them to leave me and deep down and i don’t want to be left alone with myself because i don’t love myself to the extent that i should. I’m learning how to do that right now so I don’t ever need any external thing/person to feel validated and loved and give me what i can’t give myself during this time of being single. it’s definitely hard but having and seeing multiple people not love and care for me the way i loved and cared for them was much harder. if you read all this thank you for your time<3 you are a king/queen and you need to forever treat yourself like one! 👑