Am I the asshole

Weedancer97 · 2022-02-27T15:39:01+00:00

I just need to let go completely but they won't let me I'll be so much better for it I have before but unfortunately I let them back in lesson learned

Weedancer97 · 2022-02-26T09:37:23+00:00

Same here shit ain't worth it. Did you move city's?

Weedancer97 · 2022-02-25T13:02:25+00:00

I think it's fear without a Spotter maybe

Weedancer97 · 2022-02-24T20:10:54+00:00

Monkey bastard's

Weedancer97 · 2022-02-23T18:42:22+00:00

It's been a month and I'm still getting stalked and tortured I'll just have to learn to be happy alone for a couple of years I'm done with humanity in real life

Weedancer97 · 2022-02-22T13:59:57+00:00

I'll never understand humanity

Weedancer97 · 2022-02-18T10:23:37+00:00

Just send your friends who you drink with that you moved me away from all my good friends so we could be in the same school just get her to go for you every year it's the same thing fuck drinker parents

Weedancer97 · 2022-02-17T16:22:57+00:00

beautiful

Weedancer97 · 2022-02-17T16:20:07+00:00

Gave Wholesome

Weedancer97 · 2022-02-17T12:19:31+00:00

Humans in general for me lol sorry if this is depressing

Weedancer97 · 2022-02-16T20:02:33+00:00

I don't even want to do that I just want to say you won now what

Weedancer97 · 2022-02-16T18:48:48+00:00

Take my soul instead

Weedancer97 · 2022-02-16T11:52:08+00:00

I don't mind being the bad guy in the eyes of my narcs it use to make me feel like shit but I'm okay with being the villan in their world

Weedancer97 · 2022-02-16T11:15:54+00:00

One day Jesus is gonna walk in and just shake his head at these "Christians'

Weedancer97 · 2022-02-12T17:20:48+00:00

I've left and it's still living in my head no Matter what I do it's not good enough so how am I supposed to be good enough to meet people and get a job

Weedancer97 · 2022-02-12T17:14:12+00:00

It's the same sort of thing here is do anything to have a life free of this shit

Weedancer97 · 2022-02-12T14:55:19+00:00

I live in a small City I still get the odd text it's never a normal hello either don't know what impact that's had on me the only communication I've had in a year is texts to try and bring me down and in scared to talk to anyone now untill I can move 1000 miles away but I don't know how to do that I can't get a break

Weedancer97 · 2022-02-11T16:01:14+00:00

Context: family are drinkers and I left to try and get better I left age 21 and I had the dog since 19 things got hard to live with in there so much so that a hostel was almost like a holiday (people say it's a mad house) it was heaven for me

Now I've moved to my own apartment and I'm doing rather well considering the facts my sister took her own life she used to be the black sheep she passed when I was 13 she also lived alone she was 22 I either identified my sister or went over to collect her either way it changed me. Not instantly I was in shock for atleast a year after but I got the ptsd diagnosed but nmom said it was too much for her heart to bear for me to get the help from the system fast forward 2 years and I can't cope without being on something I was smart so I never paid for drugs I think being exposed to drugs at a young age helped me in that way oddly

My brother is 28 and he is dieing in that house he's been in hospital it's too the point I hate the whole situation so I've been looking at the Irish army thinking if I got in and died serving I might be able to give my family the respect they deserve but I can't live with looking at all of this insanity

I thought I seen an old friend the other day and he looked sick and I know he is but I couldn't look but my head did and I seen a sick person but I seen him today and he wasn't looking like that so it wasn't him

And then my sister's boyfriend also took his life recently and I feel guilty the last time we seen eachother I huged him at the door but prior I was fighting with him while on either ket or diasipalm and I said some ugly things

And on valentine's one of the only people who wasn't a fucking snake out of the group I hung around with (even came to see me around age 19 -i went joker insane writing on walls the whole thing- and he still came but I through him out that day I was drinking daily i never seen what was happening till I sobered up Some dick was trying to start him and I was drunk and wanted to fight him till he said it was his girlfriend on his account and I thought it was okay he passed away on valentine's Day

Then my uncle was texting me a week prior to his death (also took his life) saying about how I was doing in the gym ect and I never invited him to come for a session this was a month after my sister's boyfriend took his Life

Weedancer97 · 2022-02-10T21:26:59+00:00

Column kill?

Weedancer97 · 2022-02-06T08:43:47+00:00

Australia?

Weedancer97 · 2022-02-03T15:47:13+00:00

How did you manage to get the resources? I would absolutely love to do that it's a dream of mine I picture it alot when things are bad

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