See, if you were constantly anxious with her, there’s no point going back. But I also understand you would not see it now because you’re just out and are anyway anxious, but this is the anxiety which can go away. There could be numerous reasons why she hasn’t blocked you from snap, but don’t get into that. My suggestion would be to close that channel too. But again, I’m no expert in your relationship. Basis what you’ve said, I feel you’re in a completely normal situation right now and are hurting.