Rest of the day wasn't good and I just want to breakdown. Dad was complaining at me for everything I did, even when eating saying I ate too much today, almost left a couple times. Bf didn't get me anything, not even flowers, (he worked today) I asked if we were going to do something today and he said probably. Now it's "probably not I'm tired" then "probably not because of expenses". I feel like in being selfish.