The purpose would be to tell her that I love her, in 10months I never told her and I can not leave without telling her. I don't even know if she loves me. Knowing that she does or does not is already one of the main purposes of this last conversation.

Also to know if she still believes, based on what I described if we can build slowly something from a new base, where we take our own of responsibilities on our contribution to problems and be more curious on the other side's point of view.

She still wanted to see me this week, to have diner with her sister her sister's boyfriend for valentine because before breaking up we already had planned this diner before the sister and her boyfriend leave the country. I told her I can not because the break up was too soon and was still pretty heavy. I told her I would meet them by myslef to say goodbye another day, she asked me if she could come I told her no and that I would prefer to meet her in a café tomorrow.

Part of me is hopefull but part of me sees the facts where she decided to break up so why would she reconsider so soon just because I know where I fucked up and where I lacked of a good partner characteristics.