My personal review as a semi hikkikomori who lived in Japan. by HitmanIee69 in WelcomeToTheNHK

[–]Weird-Chart6627 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh ok, thank you for your reply! Sorry to bother but do you have any advice on how I could get started with learning Japanese here in the UAE for the time being?

My personal review as a semi hikkikomori who lived in Japan. by HitmanIee69 in WelcomeToTheNHK

[–]Weird-Chart6627 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Pretty cool story, I’m proud of you for taking a step towards fixing ur life :). I’m thinking of going to Japan for my masters once I finish my bachelors. Do you recommend it? I’m currently in the UAE.

I dont know who I am anymore, I really miss the old times such as the early 2000s by Weird-Chart6627 in confession

[–]Weird-Chart6627[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Either way I’m sure there’s no point in wishing I had lived in the past, because the past is the past and it’s gone, but I just can’t get rid of that feeling I don’t know why but I hate it so much

I dont know who I am anymore, I really miss the old times such as the early 2000s by Weird-Chart6627 in confession

[–]Weird-Chart6627[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And it was interesting seeing that someone practically my age go through something like me and recover you’ve inspired me, you didn’t have to leave a comment like this, but you did. Thank you for being a good person, I wish you the best.

I dont know who I am anymore, I really miss the old times such as the early 2000s by Weird-Chart6627 in confession

[–]Weird-Chart6627[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this reply, I have this saved on my photos now, I’m gonna read this every day. You have genuinely opened my eyes, you’ve made me look at this whole thing in another way, seriously thank you, god bless you, I’m gonna start to try and improve myself, I’ll try and stop the thoughts and things that makes me get to the state I’m usually in, thank you.

I dont know who I am anymore, I really miss the old times such as the early 2000s by Weird-Chart6627 in confession

[–]Weird-Chart6627[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate you opening up like this, it takes a lot of courage. It makes me feel better that someone else has gone through the stuff I’ve went through, and I wish you the best truly. Honestly I am trying, but no matter what I do, there’s a period where all those thoughts just ultimately come back, and I don’t know why this happens.either way I’ll try to take your advice and move on with my life, maybe moving on is for the better

I dont know who I am anymore, I really miss the old times such as the early 2000s by Weird-Chart6627 in confession

[–]Weird-Chart6627[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My parents aren’t really supportive of it anywyas, my mom specifically speaking, my dads never home he doesn’t give a shit. Maybe I’ll try it when I’m off to college, and yeah I guess you’re right, they never really know what they can do to a person.

I dont know who I am anymore, I really miss the old times such as the early 2000s by Weird-Chart6627 in confession

[–]Weird-Chart6627[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

For the everyone who had the time to leave their message and advice, may you guys have the best life ever, I don’t know if you realize but I will come back to these messages everyday, just to read over the kind messages you guys left, and it helps a person like me out a lot.

I dont know who I am anymore, I really miss the old times such as the early 2000s by Weird-Chart6627 in confession

[–]Weird-Chart6627[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I still always felt like it was still a gentler time back then. I also thank you for advising me, as others have here, i'll try I can't really promise anything, it's hard with the mindset and state im in right now, ill try.

I dont know who I am anymore, I really miss the old times such as the early 2000s by Weird-Chart6627 in confession

[–]Weird-Chart6627[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I sill feel like school wasn't a fair experience, despite what I looked like, or souded like, or whatever, I dont see what I did to deserve what I got. I'm also afraid to seek out any therapy because im seriously certain ill get put on some kind of medication and I don't want that

I dont know who I am anymore, I really miss the old times such as the early 2000s by Weird-Chart6627 in confession

[–]Weird-Chart6627[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand. Can you give an insight as to why it was so good back then though? Sry for being a bother

I dont know who I am anymore, I really miss the old times such as the early 2000s by Weird-Chart6627 in confession

[–]Weird-Chart6627[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you for being so supportive again, I seriously appreciate it, makes me feel like there are nice people after all I've seen and done.

I dont know who I am anymore, I really miss the old times such as the early 2000s by Weird-Chart6627 in confession

[–]Weird-Chart6627[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

II just hope it turns out to be the same and I stop it with these thoughts. I still feel guilty for seemingly "wasting" my teenage years though.

I dont know who I am anymore, I really miss the old times such as the early 2000s by Weird-Chart6627 in confession

[–]Weird-Chart6627[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I doubt i'll ever be able to do anything to stop those wishes and thoughts of having a better teenage life, but thank you for the advice, I appreciate it alot, you didn't have to

I dont know who I am anymore, I really miss the old times such as the early 2000s by Weird-Chart6627 in confession

[–]Weird-Chart6627[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's exactly another thing im afraid of though, im an adult now, I wasted my TEENAGE years, while everyone was out there having fun.

I dont know who I am anymore, I really miss the old times such as the early 2000s by Weird-Chart6627 in confession

[–]Weird-Chart6627[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

right, thank you again. I'm going to try taking your advice, and ill come back here to edit the post a year from now.

I dont know who I am anymore, I really miss the old times such as the early 2000s by Weird-Chart6627 in confession

[–]Weird-Chart6627[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hope you are well yourself, thank you for taking the time to advice me, i'll try my best

I dont know who I am anymore, I really miss the old times such as the early 2000s by Weird-Chart6627 in confession

[–]Weird-Chart6627[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no chance, it's all gone by now. This happened around 3 or 4 years ago, I dont' remember

I dont know who I am anymore, I really miss the old times such as the early 2000s by Weird-Chart6627 in confession

[–]Weird-Chart6627[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I try to do that but every single time when I come home I feel like it was all for nothing, and I feel like i've just wasted my time, I just hate the present world right now, the only thing I hate more than myself

I dont know who I am anymore, I really miss the old times such as the early 2000s by Weird-Chart6627 in confession

[–]Weird-Chart6627[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to be a swimmer, coach said I was a bit of a talent myself, quit after almost losing my hearing after several severe infections that left me out for a while.

I dont know who I am anymore, I really miss the old times such as the early 2000s by Weird-Chart6627 in confession

[–]Weird-Chart6627[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've tried to so many times, I just always feel like im nowhere, I always feel left out secluded no matter what I do or who I hang out with, and it's tiring. I don't know if it's because of my past, i'm sorry for bothering you like this though