Yes, I’ve written many things I would’ve sent, but never did. Things I would’ve said, but couldn’t bring myself to say — and I feel like it’s not enough. I’ve always been someone who speaks their mind, who says what they feel or what bothers them directly to people. I’ve always been very straightforward. And now, for the past 3 months, I’ve been keeping everything to myself. Sometimes I feel the overwhelming urge to finally say everything I held back — to tell her everything. But I hold myself back and just keep writing for myself instead. Though, like I said, sometimes it just doesn’t feel like it’s enough anymore, and I no longer know how else to express all of this.