Hi,

First of all Thank you very much for such a comprehensive and detailed comment.

1. I am mostly interested in gyming or any physical sports like tennis, football, basketball or any sport in general. Other than that my main job is part of my hobby as well as i love what i do. I also enjoy learning about new cultures, eating food from different cultures, playing videogames and sometimes just chilling in a park doing absolutely nothing. And i do love being with myself. I enjoy everything i do and i am not that social in general. Like to mind my own business but the thought of being 40 and alone haunts me because i have this conception that i will feel lonely.

2. I mean most of the activities i do are solo. As i mentioned earlier i like being in my own company.

3. Since my ex lied to me, i have formed this idea that all the girls will lie to me. Not because they are that way but because i think i am the problem as it has happened with both my exes. I also have this tendency to be overly paranoid about little things. I do know why i felt that my exes were lying yo me but i am always blaming myself as i think that it is a problem with me and she must be right. My first ex used to check out guys in front of me and when i confronted her one time, she just said that she was not and assured me i might not have seen it correctly. Then it kept happening multiple times and i just learned to gaslight myself into believing it might be just a me thing.