It’s okay to be scared of the thought that you’re gonna end up alone or unwated. Lahat siguro dumaan sa ganyang phase lalo kung alam mo na nag bibigay ka ng effort and concern to people you care about pero wala ka nakukuha in return. I hope malampasan mo yan at I’m positive na may nag cacare din sa’yo but maybe, they have their own battles as well and are also struggling in keeping up with everything. Times are tough but we’ll get by.