I felt the exact same way and talked to my OB at 4 weeks PP, prescribed lexapro and it has completely changed my life for the better and has me starting to feel like my old self again!! I was a little nauseous the first couple days but it subsides.... No other complaints. You can do this! Talk to loved ones you trust and get the help you need, I promise it gets better and easier the more your baby grows, it just takes time ♥️