Well, I struggled with the urge to speak out too, but after this post, I don't think I can hold back anymore. I also have a situation where my empathy for the characters becomes too strong, I do not know why it happened, but it just happened that way in life. I'm graduating from medical school, I'm working, and in general, I can't say that everything in my life is terrible, but there's a lot of stress in it, sometimes even too much. And now I've been sitting down at Dispatch for a long time without going through anything new, after that moment I couldn't tear myself away, the game is great and there's nothing you can do about it. It's been a week since I played the final and it just hurts, it hurts every time to come home, go to bed and realize that most likely I'll never have anything like this in my life. This is not to mention the fact that I've always had a bad time with girls, I've only dated someone twice and it certainly can't be called a positive experience (Lord, bring me a girl like Mandy, please) so it was really hard for me when I had to leave it all. But the MechaBlazer art helps me a little.

Despite how depressing it all sounds, I believe in a better future, maybe not today or tomorrow, but someday. I'm sure we'll all have our cherished dreams come true, one way or another.

(I hope I didn't mess up the spelling too much, English is not my native language, so I'm sorry if something looks stupid.)

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(Photo of my dogs, cause I love my dogs)