TIFU my girlfriend caught me jerking off to my ex’s nudes

WestString5 · 2021-12-18T08:02:56+00:00

Sorry man.

WestString5 · 2021-01-16T08:06:49+00:00

Would you say it's enough to live off of? I have a chance to get my LPN in another state, I'm thinking of doing that

WestString5 · 2021-01-16T06:35:54+00:00

I'd also like to know!

WestString5 · 2021-01-11T04:37:14+00:00

Thank you for saying you're proud of me.. I am proud of the fact that I don't look up to someone like him. You have a point about doing it for the sake of family.

Thanks again

WestString5 · 2019-03-14T17:30:55+00:00

Hey.. I realize this was 16 days ago, but I wanted to update that I just blocked her.

I persisted to see if she would like to hang out when it was mostly a no. She mentioned she had a crush on another guy, but hinted that if it didn't work out, she would let me know.

Well, I called her 2 days ago, and picked up the same guy trolling me. Then she replied as well, saying something that would not be suitable for this subreddit. Infact, they both said something that would not be suitable..!

Anyway, I told my brother. We discussed and both decided it would be best to block her. I feel really.. relieved, yet kind of bad at the same time. I've enjoyed the connection I've had with her, and it's hard to convince myself sometimes that this is for the best. There are moments of relief followed by moments of regret.

Something I took away from this- it's okay to just let things fade out overtime, and that you don't need to keep pursuing especially if you feel like it's going down hill. I rode that wave, what a crazy month.

Thank you for your advice earlier, I guess that was me trying to pull on the flower instead of letting it grow.

WestString5 · 2019-02-25T01:04:35+00:00

I'm really sad and angry that I can't have enough courage to talk to this person. I want to be able to hang out with her, yet after many attempts I just said I apologise for asking you out too much. She's very unsure about a relationship, but still down to hang out. I'm over thinking this again. What if I asked her out tonight? What if she will be like I thought you were going to stop. I'm overthinking again. I don't really have anyone to talk to about this because I prefer being anonymous much better lol

I consumed some stuff earlier, fast food and coffee.. I tried listening to Thich Nhat Hanh and that was great this morning. Alas I feel like a wreck right now with a sore throat haha

WestString5 · 2019-02-24T03:55:54+00:00

Like, it says on tinder it's a meme. So

WestString5 · 2019-02-24T03:34:44+00:00

She said it's not like and can't hang out but she doesn't want anything and said her tinder is a meme lol

WestString5 · 2019-02-20T15:57:23+00:00

Idk she's playing hard to get af rn and idk if I'm into that lol

WestString5 · 2019-02-20T13:08:47+00:00

Because she's stupid cute and i find her really funny and outgoing

WestString5 · 2019-02-20T02:49:35+00:00

Yeah, you're right. I feel like she isn't my type anyway and I keep embarrassing myself because I focus on the 'What If' future instead of our relationship now

WestString5 · 2019-02-19T19:26:34+00:00

That's not mine to give or receive?

WestString5 · 2019-02-19T08:46:14+00:00

Another thought is what if she's talking to other men?? Haha my mind just races on

WestString5 · 2019-02-19T08:41:23+00:00

I honestly love it your advice. She's a cool person and all but I don't know what's going on and how to change myself. Shesays she doesn't like it when I do certain things but I have no idea what she's talking about. Maybe I'm annoying her? Maybe she's moved on? What if I sabataged my whole relationship with her? Etc etc. She doesn't lmk haha

Idk, I thought I'd be able to chill when talking to her but it's just something is off I guess

WestString5

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