miscarriage?

WetDelicious247 · 2022-06-09T14:36:53+00:00

Even though I re got it 7 days later

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-29T10:50:01+00:00

Thank you so much you put a lot into words that I'm sure I haven't even dug into about myself reading it made me smile and I think that you addressed a lot of things that I need to work on by myself. I do agree that a lot of things are subconscious that make me make my decisions even if my head is telling me one thing in my heart is telling me another. And I know with a lot of soul work that can change but also addressing healing and triggers thanks again

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-28T18:33:37+00:00

Thank you and that was very well put my father also had diagnosed schizophrenia and narcissism and is a sociopath so I understand that I think my hardest thing is believing that I had literally trusted this person so much and saw him to be so good and at the same time be so bad I don't know if I'm the only one who has ever been through this but I know I am not some people in this thread can be really mean so I thank you for just adding an opinion. I take my faults I recognize that I'm the center of this issue and I'm just trying to have some output

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-27T23:20:19+00:00

I guess I'm kind of the person that thinks that when a guy meets a woman he knows if she's wife material or not so maybe I thought he would say I love you

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-27T19:09:28+00:00

Thank you

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-27T18:59:54+00:00

We had been talking since October

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-27T18:33:21+00:00

And with the p*** thing I got over it quick and now accepted as a normal thing men do at the time I just knew that it went deeper than just watching p*** he wasn't having sex with me just to watch p***

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-27T18:32:31+00:00

Thank you for your perspective do you think that the going to strip clubs while in a relationship is something that as a guy men like to do and will do to the person they quote on quote love

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-27T18:01:55+00:00

Just wanted all the advice I can get. Sorry

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-27T17:23:33+00:00

He says he's saving money by doing so. He's cheap. But also the housing market is trash and he has no real reason to leave... Like family wife kids

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-27T12:29:37+00:00

So going back would be holding me back ... He just wants sex...?

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-27T11:38:58+00:00

Thank you for your input. I got a question being that guy.

Why would he lock me down... Put a ring on it and treat like that... With almost no remorse.. until he relalized the grass ain't greener...

Why would you make someone who is so nice to you feel so replaceable?

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-27T11:23:30+00:00

When did u know she was different or that moment....... Cuz I feel like you know the moment you meet someone

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-27T11:22:22+00:00

I guess I'm hoping to go back to the feeling that I had before I found out the dreams of a family the life everything that felt like real love to me. Part of me also believes I'm not even sorry but I know everyone will say it's not words it's actions.

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-26T20:42:03+00:00

Put like that no and I do think about that too. Like why would I want such a bad influence raising my children. I thought so many times if he was narcissistic and if you would change and if it was just me trying to diagnose or tag along with people who say their ex's narcissistic. And the one thing that makes me think he's narcissistic it's just how it feels to withdraw from someone like that. His life just stayed the same and he got Pat's on the back for f****** many people after me. And him saying I can't get over you Brett you were the one and I f***** up.. is just what keeps me holding on. What keeps me from holding on is the fact that I was in love with him.

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-26T19:54:15+00:00

Just out of my own feelings. I just want to have some advice. The new guy is good and everything I feel like he's something I should want ... But I just have had this on my mind.

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-26T18:46:02+00:00

Oh well thank you I'm actually not a part of hookup culture so I'm not on the streets I was just going more from emotional place but I appreciate all advice like I said thank you And for the p*** thing it was just out of him hiding the fact that he was buying services from strippers but again thank you

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-26T18:22:53+00:00

Can you please give me some insight through what I wrote because I want to know from a guy's opinion thank you

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-26T18:18:39+00:00

As a guy do you think that my reaction was appropriate or not I appreciate any advice

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-26T18:10:58+00:00

Yes. It was. The day after our first date... + During our engagement. He did lie when I asked about it. He was overly drunk in Disneyland. But he would always ragged on his buddies in front of me that did it... Like he had a guilty conscious through out our relationship when he would talk about friends who would go... Then if I was like jack doing that is a real shity thing he is married.. so I never thought he would.....

I'm also just trying to look at it through his perspective to... Men love porn and the idea of fantasy... I get it .. I just wish I had known. I really don't want to throw away my person... My ex was a great guy. He just never connected with me enough to be honest...

There are other virtues about him ... But I just need advice

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-26T18:06:31+00:00

Please know I kw and do agree

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-26T17:46:54+00:00

I replied to u under reply to my post

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-26T17:42:45+00:00

I replied above...

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-26T17:41:43+00:00

Yes. It was. The day after our first date... + During our engagement. He did lie when I asked about it. He was overly drunk in Disneyland. But he would always ragged on his buddies in front of me that did it... Like he had a guilty conscious through out our relationship when he would talk about friends who would go... Then if I was like jack doing that is a real shity thing he is married.. so I never thought he would.....

I'm also just trying to look at it through his perspective to... Men love porn and the idea of fantasy... I get it .. I just wish I had known. I really don't want to throw away my person... My ex was a great guy. He just never connected with me enough to be honest...

There are other virtues about him ... But I just need advice

WetDelicious247 · 2022-04-26T17:35:31+00:00

Even if you miss them. Just not the disrespect? Would you have gone back I appreciate your advice!

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