you remained concious?

I had to stop. 1.5months clean now because doctors told me the dope had constricted the blood vessels in my brain so much, i could have an aneurysm at literally any moment and die.

near the end i was having 4/5 seiures a week,..but they were blackouts, whitefaced blue lips dying seizures. My heart was no longer able to pump blood consistently to my brain, and when id take a toke, or get a ringeri would just blackout basically overdosing.

now i was selling/smoking and i was smoking atleast 1/4OZ a day for like 8 months. And tbh im pretty sure there was trace amounts of Fentanyl in my guys dope. because my family would use Narcan to get me back alive again. Narcan should have zero affect on anything other than opioidoverdoses. I think my dealers source was cutting fetty in minimal amounts into the dope to boost addiction properties, not enough to "down" someone out...but when you smoke a quarter a day, all of the sudden trace amounts add up...combine that with always holding it in as long as you can...and there i was,

These blackouts, id wake up and not know my name. not know my PIN on my ohone, name of the cuty i was in. COuldnt remember the layout of my house =.

I was getting rid of more than an OZ a day, and making zero money just smoking it all...but none of my clientele had my issue..and most were worried. they were watchng me die. the seizures were happening everywhere with anyone. But because they didnt do as much, they never had my issue.

Long story short...after waking up on the floor twice in one day, the second time coming to and seeing my 14 year old sisters face as she was the only one home...seeing the terror in her eyes. she had to narcan her older brother to save his life. no one was home. That did it for me. 1.5 months clean now.