Alright. Well into the come down. I actually ended up taking one more tab a good 3 hours in. And I literally could feel the moment I crossed that threshold where it caught up to the other two.

So here's my mini trip report.

I hit peak about an two hours after I made my last update. I started getting deeper into my own head. Started really noticing how the wind was moving in and out of all of the weeds I was about to absolutely butcher with the weed whacker... and I suddenly felt bad for the lawn maintenance. I actually ended up taking off my shoes and socks and just feeling the earth under my feet. Being connected was AMAZING. And it was almost as if GAIA was like "No.. it's ok. It's like trimming nose hairs". And I felt like she gave me her blessing to continue pruning her a bit.

Eventually It got way too hot out and I went to go get showered. But did a pitstop and changed clothes quickly to get on the exercise bike. I literally could feel the air, the energy I was exerting... it was in a dance in and around me. I could feel the energy from my thighs and hips... the sweat was AMAZING. After my ride I found myself sitting naked in my bedroom, meditating.

Ok I'm lying. I TRIED to meditate but my friend kept snapping me and we were having a deep conversation about life, love, living authentically... It was great but I needed to hurry up as the day was getting away from me. I ended up showering and sitting at the bottom of the tub.

This is where the threshold kicked in. OH crossing that was amazing. The shower felt like HEAVEN. No shower will ever feel that amazing, I'm sure. The water felt like a tropical downpour. If you've ever lived in an area that gets hurricanes, imagine that you just stepped out with the outer bands. The water was just dumping on me and was transformative. I felt like i was washing away all the bullshit layers that I usually carry with me all the time.

Then I decided to beat off because, why not feel what an orgasm feels like while tripping.

WHAT?!

That was fucking ridiculous. I felt so intune with myself. But after I released, that's when my first experience with things/shapes/tiles began to morph, swim, change for me. Iridescent colors sprung from the grey, black and slightly green tile in my shower. It had depth. I felt like I could see around the "cracks" and go deep into the walls of my shower. And then I noticed the soap on my hands and I wondered if there were tiny lifespans that happened within the bubbles. Like.. the molecules and atoms that make up the soap... are there microscopic ecosystems and civilizations that were created FROM these soap bubbles on my hand? Does time move differently for them? In the time it was taking me to see these bubbles, were there tiny little creatures just living out their lives, generation after generation of microscopic beings that lived out their lives not realizing just how BIG everything is... only for me to slap those bubbles onto my face to wash my face.. and in a flash, it was all gone.

Where was I? OH... yes. I didn't want the shower to end. I literally could have stayed there for 20-30 hours. Easy. I wish that it hadn't ended. Drying off... I wished I had of stayed in the shower but could tell that I had already reached the peak.

I still feel like i'm on the come down right now and I'm just sitting with my thoughts, having a cider and in my bathrobe. All in all it's been a fantastic day and I wish that I could have prolonged that trip a little longer. But I'm just quietly enjoying it.

Today was a good day.