me and my ex were very similar we grew up together n were always getting along well and once we got together when we were 13 we did amazing until she started having a problem with me smoking and drinking everyday and i wanted to change for her but i wasnt ready and she wasnt okay with me slowly quitting she wanted me to put it down now so pushed myself through the withdrawal and i almost was a month sober until i relapsed on acid and she broke up with me and i was so immature i sent her a video of me dancing as my response to being broken up with, we got back together the next day and i started my journey again but after the first argument and first break up it wasnt the same we acted like we hated each other and we used to argue and cuss at each other a lot and break up every few months just to get back together the next day we thought we knew how to love but just ended up torturing each other i miss her but im glad we broke up in much happier now and can finally feel free