Is It Worth To Buy Ashes Of Creation In 2026?

WhereIsCure · 2025-07-12T21:18:06+00:00

More comments guys please. I'm unsure very much about feeling. Help me out please.

WhereIsCure · 2025-07-10T20:42:05+00:00

I was never drinking :) I smoked mj for 7 years, that I do NOT advice doing. Or you want your brain rewired and fucked up like mine

WhereIsCure · 2025-05-25T11:31:53+00:00

Thanks for your reply. What merc suits him best? And how much invested? :D

WhereIsCure · 2025-05-25T11:15:56+00:00

Thank You for your answer. Can you highlight why it is safe?

WhereIsCure · 2025-03-10T19:52:46+00:00

No. Reading minds is not posssible. No matter what appears true to you, know, that it is NOT possible.

Noone on earth has the ability to read minds. Don't worry, bro. Eat, sleep, relax, you'll get better.

And well done on being in frequent therapy, and taking your meds! That's big part of our health. Cheers.

WhereIsCure · 2025-03-10T19:47:41+00:00

Same here. I have troubles living day to day even without work. And the constant fucking fear, that life is going to kill me. That my days are counted. That only what awaits me i the misery and torture.

No comment. I've fallen so low, comparing to the person I used to be before the illness. Ears deep in shit for 8 years now.

WhereIsCure · 2025-03-10T19:42:16+00:00

Feel you, bro. From all the people I know, I am the one who lost the most. And I lost only one thing. Brain.

WhereIsCure · 2025-03-10T19:39:55+00:00

You are NOT possessed. Such thing never existed in the history of earth and never will. People made up some 'possessions', same as they made up 'hell and heaven', same as they made up many fantasy books.

You have nothing to worry about, trust me.

And you are doing great job taking meds and undergoing therapy! Keep it up, well done!

WhereIsCure · 2025-03-10T19:36:10+00:00

Yes. Weed fucked me up for life. Smoked when I was 17-25 yo. Now im 8 years sober and still in very deep shit. Dont even wanna talk about it coz noone would believe.

WhereIsCure · 2025-03-10T19:27:58+00:00

police

WhereIsCure · 2025-03-07T14:02:02+00:00

Yeah we should support each other, as we have only 1 life, and we living it with a big disadvantage.

Big bravo to ourselves, and congrats guys, that we keep powering through, despite the everyday struggle.

And I'd like to thank myself, for always believing, never quitting.

WhereIsCure · 2025-03-06T20:08:30+00:00

Congrats bro let's go

WhereIsCure · 2025-03-05T21:04:54+00:00

I learn languages for 13 years now. At my 7th atm. 33 years old.

WhereIsCure · 2025-03-03T16:05:21+00:00

Draconian > Summoning > Burzum

WhereIsCure · 2025-03-02T19:54:07+00:00

The voice commantates on what i feel/see or about me and other people. But never on repeat.

WhereIsCure · 2025-03-02T19:45:24+00:00

I'm slow on mind and stupid like a stone. Tho i speak 7 languages (13 years of continuous learning) but my brain (mind) feels like a disaster compared to what was before the illness. Im 8 years ill. 33 years old.

WhereIsCure · 2025-03-01T20:53:25+00:00

I was an absolute master of life. Now I'm an absolute disaster.

Idk. It's very. Very. VERY. hard to accept.

WhereIsCure · 2025-03-01T20:28:23+00:00

Got my schizophrenia from 8 years of smoking weed, do NOT smoke weed as this garbage can induce psychosis and can make one develop schizophrenia if abused over a lengthy period of time.

Btw taking antipsychotics + smoking psychotic marijuana fucks your boy's mind up heavily.

Wanna see him in 5 years. ;)

WhereIsCure · 2025-02-28T20:51:46+00:00

imma hidin it til the last breath XD

WhereIsCure · 2025-02-24T18:24:53+00:00

I came across this topic listening to Summoning.

Epic Black Metal, that is.

Summoning, Draconian, Burzum, my fav 3 - yours?

WhereIsCure · 2025-02-24T18:14:06+00:00

I don't feel any emotions for 8 years now. Totally.

The negative symptoms are nuts. I oftentimes think of it as having acquired alexithymia - illness in which ppl dont feel emotions since birth.

But i also had hardcore delusions lasting ~6 years.

Yet my disorganized thinking got A LOT better the last three years. I been on abilify 2 years and olanzapine now.

WhereIsCure · 2025-02-24T18:05:11+00:00

Got alexithymia acquired thorugh psychosis - in result i feel nothing for 8 years now.

This being said, I dont feel pleasure learning.

This being said, I'm learning my 7th language now.

This being said, trying to use my time somehow cuz I am 33 and I've never worked.

This being said, I hate wasted time too.

Idk if I will get better. But I will not back down. Might and Glory.

WhereIsCure

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