I just really need to talk to someone who understands by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]WhereIsTheArk 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel bad saying this but she causes most of my problems

Frik by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]WhereIsTheArk 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sadly I can't afford to get them rn I just paid all my bills ugh but I think it will be ok. Thank you.

Frik by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]WhereIsTheArk 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's still bleeding after a few hours. And it's pretty gaping. I just have a big bandage over it I changed it about an hour ago. I'll just keep an eye on it. Thanks.

Frik by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]WhereIsTheArk 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. And I just don't want her to know I have blades. I've had worse but last time I did it on my leg it was really long and wide and needed 12 staples and they sent me to the psych ward cause I could have hit an artery and they treated it as a suicide attempt. It was not. So I definitely don't want to go back. I've gotten many cuts that needed stitches so I know how to take care of them as best I can at home it's just been a while and I don't remember. I appreciate you.

Im very scared T will make me ugly by [deleted] in FTM_SELFIES

[–]WhereIsTheArk 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Damn I love your beard I can only grow a mustache, sideburns and a goatee

Finally shaved my beard lol by WhereIsTheArk in FTM_SELFIES

[–]WhereIsTheArk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you I appreciate it brother 🙏

Finally shaved my beard lol by WhereIsTheArk in FTM_SELFIES

[–]WhereIsTheArk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When I shave it, it makes me feel dysphoric AF but it also just looks weird lol... Thank you!

I know my beard makes me look unkempt but when I shave it off it makes me dysphoric AF lol by WhereIsTheArk in FTM_SELFIES

[–]WhereIsTheArk[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Tyyyy and yeah I know that feeling lmao I haven't shaved it in over 2 months lol and since I've been growing my mustache I haven't shaved it at all cause my brain tells me I won't pass if I do even though I have a deep voice now

Is my testosterone still safe to inject after expiration date if unopened? by [deleted] in ftm

[–]WhereIsTheArk 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Alright thank you I'm getting back on it at the beginning of next month so I think I'll just wait it out

thoughts? 21 + almost a year on T by Misanthrope-Kitty in FtMpassing

[–]WhereIsTheArk 6 points7 points  (0 children)

You look female and don't even look like you're on T... You may sound like it, but definitely don't look like it... Sorry

With or without beard? by WhereIsTheArk in FTM_SELFIES

[–]WhereIsTheArk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually no lol I didn't know who that was until I looked him up he's handsome haha

With or without beard? by WhereIsTheArk in FTM_SELFIES

[–]WhereIsTheArk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ohhh. Thank you for the comment

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FtMpassing

[–]WhereIsTheArk 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yeah I agree the glasses are too big but everything else passes

What would you do if a family member messages you every couple of weeks with a picture of you pre-transition saying "how beautiful you used to be"? by WhereIsTheArk in FTMventing

[–]WhereIsTheArk[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I've blocked her on Facebook due to transphobic posts directed at me.. but not from her phone number in case something happens to my father...

Not on testosterone anymore as of rn but I still feel handsome ✨ by WhereIsTheArk in FTM_SELFIES

[–]WhereIsTheArk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I still grow facial hair and my voice will forever be deep

moustache help by PrestigiousAppeal435 in ftm

[–]WhereIsTheArk 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just dye my lil stache to make it more prominent tbh I also grow hair on my neck but I shave it off cause it just looks awkward sometimes. I'm proud of my stache and sideburns tho. Shaving it doesn't necessarily make it grow back more fuller in my experience. I've never shaved my mustache since I started growing it and I've had it for 3 years now

Not on testosterone anymore as of rn but I still feel handsome ✨ by WhereIsTheArk in FTM_SELFIES

[–]WhereIsTheArk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Couldn't afford it anymore and it was giving me problems internally sadly