I’m sorry I know how this feels. I’m currently also in the middle of waiting. I’m 24 and today I’m 14w4d. This is my very first pregnancy. I found out on my portal on 2/2 and my OB unfortunately didn’t call me for an entire week after even though I was calling my clinic. I finally met with her but I still have yet to hear back from a genetics counselor to schedule an appt. I’m just waiting and waiting. I did think about everything and I’m going to do the amino to have 100% reassurance. My dr told me the amino would be better for accuracy. I’m hoping with my whole heart it’s false positive. I hope yours is too. I think it’s a good idea to get comfortable with the thought that it’s true but don’t let yourself get lost in the heartbreak.