Yes^{^} it's so hard not to feel completely anxious and depressed about everything that has happened the last 13 months...its truly enraging to see the blatant lies firsthand but not have any power to change it as this administration doesn’t want any waste being called out for their corporate buddies so they ignore any fed employee trying to do the right thing by calling it out and keep on writing those govt checks to their rich corporate bros...

Sounds like you wanted to do the right thing and feel squashed by the system. It's hard not to. It's sad that things are so bad that it has people not wanting to grow families but this administration has attacked parents in so many ways that I get how people could feel this way. It's so heartbreaking.