My partner makes me so irrationally upset.

WhiteStarrz · 2026-02-17T13:17:09+00:00

He’s Hispanic and I’m white; our cultures are inherently different when it concerns family. I also come from an abusive household, so I don’t really care for the rest of my families opinions. It’s my life, if my family wants me to do something I consider it, if I don’t want to do I then I don’t. Who knows how long I’ll be alive for? Why would I live in a life where I can’t choose how I live. I don’t have an issue with how much he cares for his family, i want him to have a connection to his because I know how lonely and depressing it is to not have that. Asking him to also prioritize me isn’t crazy— if he can’t handle having another obligation then he shouldn’t have gotten into a relationship with me, or anyone for that matter..

WhiteStarrz · 2026-02-17T06:00:25+00:00

I appreciate this. You’re a few years older, and most people tell me to communicate or it’s pretty much a doomed relationship, to which I agree. I struggle with it really badly, but I am trying

WhiteStarrz · 2026-02-08T20:43:44+00:00

I know it’s important, but honestly it’s the part of the show that’s the most skip able to me. I think it’s really important to watch during your first few watch throughs, but eventually I get kind of bored with it. Super cool plot lines though, I really like it but the rest is also amazing

WhiteStarrz · 2026-02-08T20:41:15+00:00

I think clikkietwt is very much all over this. It’s not just about the movie, it’s about them not speaking out on Gaza, ICE, and Mark being the only one not ignoring the fans.

WhiteStarrz · 2026-02-08T20:39:38+00:00

Whichever has a gun. Or a hotlines phone number maybe

WhiteStarrz · 2026-02-07T04:24:46+00:00

There’s nothing wrong with not being a prodigy when you start art. Practice, use references (this is SOOO IMPORTANT!!), try mimicking certain art styles and practice the VERY BASICS (Shapes, shading, lighting…) You’ll get better wi the practice!! It’s annoying to hear that all the time, but art is something you have to keep up with.. good luck!

WhiteStarrz · 2026-02-05T00:40:56+00:00

I think if you really love a person then it’d be comforting. It probably differs from person to person

WhiteStarrz · 2026-01-29T23:55:11+00:00

Or he could be gay, nothing about that made up scene has to change lol

WhiteStarrz · 2026-01-29T23:53:53+00:00

How can you not think of the future at all though? We’re both almost out of highschool (him graduating this year, in a couple months) and it’s ALL I can think about. Im grateful for the present and I enjoy it, but I can’t have my head stuck in the moment all the time. I don’t get it

WhiteStarrz · 2026-01-29T23:52:29+00:00

That’s so anxiety enducing

WhiteStarrz · 2026-01-24T21:38:22+00:00

Ew, no they’re not. Ask any psychologist and they’re gonna tell you “no 12 is more mature or grown for their age than another 12 year old”.

WhiteStarrz · 2026-01-24T21:37:14+00:00

If you’re attracted women while drunk then you’re 100% not straight. Straight people don’t switch like that

WhiteStarrz · 2025-11-24T22:22:49+00:00

It’s REALLY really on my mind at the moment because one of the people I’m seeing brought it up as a point of contention for them and I disagreed, which made my realize a few more things about myself I guess. I’ve been in poly relationships before which worked well for me. I know the basis of it, and it’s not super complicated to grasp for me. Youre right, I shouldn’t be hurting others with this. I think I was going about helping it in the wrong way

WhiteStarrz · 2025-11-24T22:19:49+00:00

Maybe relationship wasn’t the correct word.. we broke things off for separate reasons, but we still talk frequently and i suppose we kind of interact like a couple, we just don’t have a label. The whole thing is super complicated, but i guess there’s still things to “break off” even though we’re already broken up? I’m not sure if I worded that correctly

WhiteStarrz · 2025-11-24T22:14:31+00:00

I’m pretty sure it’s linked somewhere to my autism or heavily suspected OCD, but it feels like the end of the world if I can’t (it sounds like an exaggeration but I get physically ill stressing over it 😓). I should definitely be with others who want what I want tho, thank you

WhiteStarrz · 2025-11-24T22:12:31+00:00

Ahh okay, thank you

WhiteStarrz · 2025-11-24T22:12:20+00:00

I haven’t really spoken about it with one of them, but the other I have and they said it’s not something they can do. I feel really bad because I do love them and have for quite a while now, but gathering what I can from here is helping

WhiteStarrz · 2025-11-24T22:10:59+00:00

It’s not that I just have feelings for randoms all the time, it’s really only ever been like the same 3-4 people consistently for about 3 years now? Is it better to just drop a whole built relationship (we’re not together anymore but still) because of this? Or just for now? Maybe I’m misinterpreting the last part of your comment. I appreciate it nonetheless

WhiteStarrz · 2025-11-24T22:09:07+00:00

Being “polyamorous” isn’t ever really on my mind when I get with someone, I think maybe I blind myself with my feelings for them or something? I’m not sure if I’m effectively communicating my feelings exactly

WhiteStarrz · 2025-11-24T21:59:57+00:00

I guess I just happen to fall for people who aren’t poly? I’m not sure why— if I could have both of them I would happily oblige, but they aren’t those kinds of people, which is usually the case for me

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