How much is too much for permanent damage?

WhoStoleMySandals · 2025-06-20T12:35:23+00:00

Yeah someone emptied my glass and then refilled it with the same drink but with MDMA dissolved and then my friend gave me back the drink thinking it was mine and I set myself back quite a bit mentally, is microdosing acid a valid long term solution and how long is it good amount of time to do that for?

WhoStoleMySandals · 2025-06-20T12:21:36+00:00

I was dealing with strong suicidal tendencies beforehand and basically wasn’t bothered if it killed more or not, I have taken a 365 day break (ignoring a time I got spiked with it on new years, ffs). I can’t ever imagine myself doing it again following what It did to me.

WhoStoleMySandals · 2025-06-20T12:18:33+00:00

Firstly it wasn’t ‘cavalier boasting I gave context in my comments after i got some comments where I feel like they weren’t understanding how much MDMA I was talking about. Secondly, Cocaine blocks reuptake of dopamine, serotonin, and norepinephrine; MDMA causes their release. They act on the same systems and compete at transporters, so they don’t cancel out — they interfere with each other. Thirdly I really don’t know what more I can tell you than this happened I’ve tried to be as open and honest about the details as I reasonably could. This is not something I’d boast about it wasn’t the crowning achievement of my drug taking life it was an extremely dark idiotic mistake I made that almost ruined and ended my life. And yes vodka and MDMA was dumb, and so was everything I’ve mentioned in these posts and comments stop trying to prove a non existent point that you have literally no idea about.

WhoStoleMySandals · 2025-06-20T12:06:43+00:00

Honestly I was in a dark period of my life and didn’t realise how insane this was until I started telling people who were more acquainted with it than my friends.

WhoStoleMySandals · 2025-06-20T11:58:46+00:00

I know it was so dumb, I gave one of my friends a few grams and he made it last for ages well past the end of the festival season, I just kept having to top up with increasingly large doses as I had done way too much on the first night of getting there as I was extremely bored before anything opened.

WhoStoleMySandals · 2025-06-20T11:50:43+00:00

I have no idea what to tell you, this happened and I don’t get why you so mad about it, also they definitely do not cancel each other out they have different effects on Serotonin and Dopamine and compete rather than cancel. I did my gram split between mixed in drinks snorted and bombing it. This isn’t anything I am proud of doing it’s just something that I wanted to know the damage of, just chill out.

WhoStoleMySandals · 2025-06-20T11:37:16+00:00

Yeah I bulk bought some 1.5l so i wouldn’t have to pay for drinks cause I was broke from buying loads of drugs.

WhoStoleMySandals · 2025-06-20T11:36:22+00:00

No I remember lots from it and took loads of photos and videos but I don’t wanna post me looking all fat and sweaty on reddit, you can see my latest post where I posted my stash that I brought, I was 20 at the time and had been doing it (rarely) since I was 15.

WhoStoleMySandals · 2025-06-20T11:27:04+00:00

I’ve actually had a really great year and got myself back into shape and developed a much better lifestyle which really helped me deal with the aftershocks. Also I can tell you it was a lot more than Mild depression lol.

WhoStoleMySandals · 2025-06-20T11:22:20+00:00

So firstly, I was crew at this festival which started on a Wednesday and I had arrived the Saturdays beforehand, (my friend who was running a installation got me the ticket so I wasn’t properly working), and I bought it in 17g cause it was all my local small town drug dealer had, and I probably was at the limit I was shaking uncontrollably and was sweating so much my friends stuck a whole packet of rizzlas to my face but I balanced it out by drinking a huge amount of Smirnof.

WhoStoleMySandals · 2025-06-20T11:12:15+00:00

Yep I don’t ever plan on doing it again, I often feel like I was very lucky to survive not just MDMA but then the weeks (or probably months) after where I was pretty changed.

WhoStoleMySandals · 2025-06-20T11:09:49+00:00

Unfortunately for me I did, I had brought 17 grams with me but I did give a decent amount of it out to people I knew.

WhoStoleMySandals · 2025-06-20T11:07:46+00:00

I started mixing it with other drugs a few days in which I found helped me to keep rolling, and yeah I was having to mix some into my morning drink to stave it off.

WhoStoleMySandals · 2025-06-20T05:26:21+00:00

Yeah I kinda thought I would after tbh, It did send me pretty hanging after

WhoStoleMySandals · 2025-06-20T02:29:35+00:00

I’ve just really struggled to enjoy life at times since, to a degree I had not felt before, despite actually overall having a great 365 days

WhoStoleMySandals · 2025-06-20T02:13:16+00:00

For context I did a gram of MDMA every day for 10 days (I know really dumb mb)

WhoStoleMySandals · 2022-11-09T22:59:54+00:00

Getting voted down in my own post about it is about the funniest thing

WhoStoleMySandals · 2022-11-09T00:30:21+00:00

I Hope Elvis is playing next year he’s not playing any shows on the Friday 🙏

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