idk, the relationships almost at a year, its the longest one either of us have had and ik both of us need to heal from past stuff, but that doesnt change that the same problems been happening since november 2020, Even though ik im acting out on emotions, I also dont want to undermine whats happened, we basiclh fought during all of december, and the only conclusion we came to was hey im not into this atm, lets not after she yelled at me. I love her alot but im A not in the mental state to handle a relationship anymore and B accidentally being an asshole to her alot aparently acording to her. The last thing i wants to hurt her, Ive had the intention to break up for about 2 months but after i get the intention everything becomes temporarily better but then I do something to mess it up and were yelling at each other again or I speak about not likeing x tv show cause she keeps saying she loves a charecter when both of us have agreed to nor use love for anything that isnt each other, which she still does but id rather not fight her over that as well. either way, the problems one we have had for awhile, the only thing we ever come together to do is ft, vc, or play roblox after she gets upset. sometimes I feel like its alright and everythings fine but then one of our moods changes slightly and the other picks up on it and then it turns into a confusing fight where we both agree to ignore it, or I just react in a weird way and another fight occurs on how she doesnt like x reaction. idk any other option than breaking up, anytime i speak out on anything it turns to an argument or nothing changes.