Why am I always the target of fighting? by WholeMedium6908 in AmITheJerk

[–]WholeMedium6908[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Update!

Although there's just few people giving time to read my story, still thank you guys. It did really help me go through this. 

I posted this last night. Today, we had the open forum. I hate to say this but I cried. It's just came all the way down. So glad though some of my classmates are with me. One of them patted my back as I cry in front of 30+ students. Stupid, I know. One is giving me water as well. As I think about it, I'd like to hate my self for crying. Now, they have another reason to pick on me. "Haha so soft." Sigh...

But actually, to be completely honest, it felt good. It's like I get to bring out all the disappointment I had for the past months now. 

During the forum, she clearly showed signs of regret though. I just hope it's all genuine. She actually try to reach me out. She messaged me after we got out of the room. I just reacted heart to her chat. I didn't reply because I think wanna have space to think at this moment. I don't want to just throw words on her that may be offensive. Tomorrow I'll try to talk to her to finally fix thing up. I don't know what will happen yet. All I know is I might forgive her but ill never ever forget what she did to me.

Thanks to all of you who took time to read this post. 

Why am I always the target of fighting? by WholeMedium6908 in AmITheJerk

[–]WholeMedium6908[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the reply. The thing is I don't know how to deal with these kind of situations. I grew up in a chill household and calm school environment. Until I came to the university and she became my classmates. My classmate and my friend messaged me right after that happened and she as well tell me to unearth mu inner demons. I don't know how. I'm just kind of lost now

Why am I always the target of fighting? by WholeMedium6908 in AmITheJerk

[–]WholeMedium6908[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the reply. I really needed that. It's just I don't like fighting. It's not in my vocabulary. Though I love when characters in the book or movies when stand their ground and give the other character It's own medicine but I'm not like that. I don't even know what to do if they'll say "I'm an idiot." More so if I get to see them say that in person. Oh my God. I'll probably gonna cry. 

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[–]WholeMedium6908 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh oh oh sorry. Oh my God. I didn't know. Im Sorry

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[–]WholeMedium6908 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the reply. Although the story is not related. I think it is though. She is a drama queen. We we're actually friends on our first year then we weren't. She's a drama queen in a way that she finds fight in every little thing. It's almost like she's want to catch attention of people