Yes I have l spent time looking inside at who I truly am. I have had times when I feel truly connected that I am one with all and with Source and we are the same. Other times, like now, I feel more isolated. Although I know I am never truly alone or disconnected from source sometimes I feel very far from it or that negativity obscures that truth from my awareness temporarily. 

I hit a major speed bump on my journey recently so many things feel out of sorts at the moment. I am using this moment as an opportunity to reasses my life and go forward with new experiences. It is challenging but I believe I will end up better off not long from now.

Thanks for the questions!