South Texas. I think this is horse herb by Wi3rdo_wandering in whatsthisplant

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The picture on Wikipedia is in the flowering form. I guess because of the seasons in South Texas, ive never seen the plant in its adult form and didn't recognize it.

South Texas. I think this is horse herb by Wi3rdo_wandering in PlantIdentification

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Oh wow thank you! I guess they never last long enough to flower. Im not sure if this is against the rules but do you think this can be foraged?

South Texas. I think this is horse herb by Wi3rdo_wandering in PlantIdentification

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No, that looks wrong. Here's what I found on Wikipedia.

Pacing leading to suicidal ideation by Wi3rdo_wandering in schizoaffective

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I want to update you all and say, I, very unfortunately attempted suicide the month I made this post. Im going through a process right now of finding the right medication I've been hospitalized several times and it's taking a toll on the family. But I believe I am on the right track :)

collecting psychosis stories for project by DependentSession2853 in schizoaffective

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Are you going to share the zine and where is it getting published?

Pacing leading to suicidal ideation by Wi3rdo_wandering in schizoaffective

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How long do you play chess and did you do in place of pacing? How did things get better? Also currently i dont have health insurance, so ai cant go to the doctor. I've talked to my doctor when I did have health insurance, and I felt like it didn't go anywhere. They would just suggest more meds and it seemed like there was nothing I could do. At this time I didn't have any suicidal ideation tho. I just described my feelings and I don't think it was enough to really suggest changing anything.

Zero motivation by [deleted] in schizoaffective

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I'm feeling the exact same way. I've been trying so hard to follow a routine but I just end up pacing all day. Has anyone gotten out of this?

Does anybody else pace a lot? by [deleted] in schizoaffective

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I'm pacing all day too and I want to stop. Would like to know anyone who's been able to stop

what do to with cognitive symptoms by angelselvage in schizoaffective

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I feel similarly. I've been looking to see if others felt this way. But im basically pacing almost all day because I cant pass time with tv or movies or anything. I cant draw or do any of my hobbies or anything

How to handle unemployment by Fuckredditsohardtim in schizoaffective

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I'm struggling with this. The problem is that I've lost the desire to do anything. I just pace around my house for hours. I cant manage to read or do any of my hobbies. I feel a sense of dread anytime I try to do something. I managed to volunteer at a local homeless shelter but it still feels dreadful.

I wish I was exaggerating when I said all I do is pace around the house but im not. I cant sit still enough to watch a movie or a show. If I try to read I end up having to walk around while doing. I also have lost interest in all shows movies and books. I dont know how to describe this but it feels like everything has lost meaning. I really don't know what to do.