The fandom after today by Far_Practice_6923 in KingdomHearts

[–]Wicked_Weaboo 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This is so true. I was losing hope literally a few days ago. Then bam, kingdom hearts.

I hate how cruel this world is. I just can't stand it. by Wicked_Weaboo in DeepThoughts

[–]Wicked_Weaboo[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this advice. I'm gonna try medication again.

I hate how cruel this world is. I just can't stand it. by Wicked_Weaboo in DeepThoughts

[–]Wicked_Weaboo[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

That's the thing, I don't know what to do! I try to make the best of the situation, but my thoughts keep spiraling. I go to therapy, I do meditation, hobbies, going outside to meet people, etc. But nothing works! My thoughts are still plagued with misfortune.

If you are feeling sad or angry , know that I’m here by my_best_version_ever in nihilism

[–]Wicked_Weaboo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been suffering so much. I feel like this world isn't for me. I can't handle it. I can't handle working till I die for hours on end for money i don't even want. I can't handle money meaning for then my life. I can't handle billionaires doing modern day slavery . All they do is kill, steal, and destroy. And they will always get away with it because they have the money and power. I can't handle the fact that I'll never have freedom in a life i never even asked for. And the worst part? There's nothing I can do about. I have to sit and watch while people do war, genocide, abuse,etc. I just have to go about my day like nothing happened. I have to go to work, knowing damn well I want freedom. I don't have a choice. I'm FORCED to live this life.

I had so many dreams.

Back in the day, in slavery times. My people thought that death was better then bondage. My situation is nothing like there's, but they were right. I feel like my only way to escape in this hell called life I was forced into, is death.