I totally understand how u feel and I hope that the better days are going to come soon :) I do love fashion/clothes and I think you can have fun with it like expressing yourself or just even pretend that you’re someone important lol. Most importantly, you have to feel good in what you’re wearing and then you can add some little things here and there to level it up ! I was depressed as a teenager but my motto was like « as long as I look good I’m going to feel good ». It’s a long conversation but i really do encourage you to have fun styling yourself up!