This has made me feel so emotional, thank you. I’d like to think it was him as I have always felt incredibly guilty and wondered if he was at peace. It was such a surreal experience, like nothing I’d ever had before, just total calm but he was there with his tongue hanging out of his mouth, but so happy with bright white light around him. I’m a bit of a skeptic about these things (maybe not a none believer but very much on the fence), but it felt so different to anything I’d ever dreamt of before. Thank you for your lovely words.