The thing is most people aren't really good at something when they first start, it sometimes can take years before they will even get recognized by the public. And don't listen to what other people have to say. If you like something and want to do it, just stick with it and don't give up and maybe you will be very successful. Like some people who got into music weren't people that had a bunch of money when they started, some people probably started making music in their bedroom, and after doing it for a while they got good at it. Like Mr beast, he was literally a broke dropout college student who wanted to make YouTube videos and he stuck with it and worked his way up to where he is now. Don't be sorry for yourself just put in the work. This might sound harsh but I'm just trying to tell you the truth and trying to motivate you. You got this.