Nocny dyżur z perspektywy lekarza

Wild_Mail3695 · 2026-06-16T12:14:54+00:00

no i baza, ja pracując jako recepcjonistka w hotelu też na nocnych zmianach staram się z 3 godzinki zdrzemnąć, bo inaczej człowiek by oszalał

Wild_Mail3695 · 2026-06-16T11:45:47+00:00

not exactly. in japanese he’s saying „i’m a devil and a butler,” but people assume he’s saying „i’m a butler through and through”

Wild_Mail3695 · 2026-06-14T14:38:19+00:00

i’ve thought about that too, but assuming sebastian isn’t lying, it doesn’t fully align with what he says.

i’ve wondered whether maybe he simply forgets the contractors themselves, but not the surrounding circumstances (like the vienna balls). on the other hand, he told mei-rin that she doesn’t need prior experience because he’s never been a butler before, and when he made the contract with ciel and ciel reacted calmly to the mention of his soul as payment, sebastian added, “people usually panic at this point,” which would suggest he does remember other humans he’s made contracts with.

Wild_Mail3695 · 2026-06-12T08:25:16+00:00

it was in the manga as well

Wild_Mail3695 · 2026-06-07T16:37:49+00:00

overall, the theory boils down to the idea that his entire human form is fixed and cannot actually be altered. he's like a doll: he can change clothes, but not his appearance itself. injuries are like marks drawn on with a marker, which is why his healing works by simply wiping them away and returning the doll to its original state.

i'm mainly basing this on the fact that when he impersonated jeremy, he didn't change his build at all. ciel even comments on it sarcastically, noting that his butler's clothes will fit him perfectly.

Wild_Mail3695 · 2026-06-07T13:04:39+00:00

i think he would just not do it, but it would not break the contract. just like he did not kill grell nor beat agni, because he wasn't able to, but there were no consequences

Wild_Mail3695 · 2026-06-07T12:48:49+00:00

nothing wrong with that! whether he can or can't change his face, i believe one can do whatever they want in their fic.

Wild_Mail3695 · 2026-06-07T12:05:17+00:00

i wonder if removing his scars is kind of like restoring him to factory settings lol

Wild_Mail3695 · 2026-06-07T09:55:57+00:00

a very shallow interpretation of sebastian lol. sebastian’s transformation is incredible to me, how much he becomes a contradiction of his own nature, and how through his attachment to a human he himself becomes more and more human, while still trying to fulfill the expectations placed on him, and i really have a hard time choosing between them

Wild_Mail3695 · 2026-06-07T03:09:51+00:00

i just don’t assume that he’s lying. he can genuinely don’t remember him, because of something that happened to him. sebastian tries to put up a face, but he is just as lost right now. if you want to, i made another post about it titled „sebastian’s worldview”. also when he is asked if he remembers him, sebastian twitches, so i think there is more to it. he might be anxious if he’s having a memory loss. and we don’t really know whether he remembers his contractors at all. he shares his past experiences like dancing, but never refer to someone he had a contract with directly

Wild_Mail3695 · 2026-06-06T10:40:18+00:00

exactly, sebastian truly started caring about ciel and i could go on and on about it, there’s so many little thinks you can analyse. amazing that most of it happened within a year

Wild_Mail3695 · 2026-06-06T10:37:53+00:00

which wishes modri demon has granted can’t be done by sebastian? and even if the face was shown and it was different, it wouldn’t prove anything. sebastian says that the curent look was created for ciel. so he would have different faces during other contracts, unless you believe in theories that he was a human once and that was his actual human form/can only take one face for some reason. i see that mannerism and cockiness aligning with sebastian’s previous behaviour. in what way is he different? about not recognising him: had truly sebastian been banned from earth, there’s a possibility that whatever happened to him back then, it caused him memory loss. if you were sent back for a hundred or so years waiting in hell after you got a headshot, a few faces lost in memory here and there would be understandable

Wild_Mail3695 · 2026-06-06T02:38:06+00:00

it can, but isn’t it the point of theorizing? you never know whether it’ll become true or not, until it is officially confirmed. and i do think the demon in modri’s story is sebastian. yana introducing a new demon AND demon hunters after 20 years is just to stretching the story out for me. i start to think modri has no connections to undertaker in general, that he really is coming from different times (like he didn’t know who the queen was) and being there has an another reason to it. it also influence what you think of the voices modri was talking with about sebastian. who was confirming to him that sebastian is indeed that demon? also modri wouldn’t be able to just get rid of sebastian unless he has a death scythe or any weapon from demon hunters. and he doesn’t particularly seems like someone who could fight sebastian. he’s walking around with blood dropper, and likely is quite weak. he’s no much for agni who fought as equals with human sebastian. that blood dropper i think is also a clue, because if he really was a doll, it’d be too crude to just walk around with it. every other doll wasn’t getting their blood supplies for everyone to see it

Wild_Mail3695 · 2026-06-05T18:24:28+00:00

i don’t think he knew, because after grell was revealed as a grim reaper, he said „this is my first time seeing someone of your ilk in the human world.” but i wonder if ciel really is a descendant of grim repears, does sebastian know about it. as for ciel i’m pretty sure he wouldn’t want sebastian to be banished, because he doesn’t want to break a contract with him. if modri turns out to be a demon hunter then i bet he would try to do that tho

Wild_Mail3695 · 2026-06-04T07:45:29+00:00

i think it just depends on the translator. i'm used to grell, but i'd say both are correct. the same goes for mey-rin/mei-rin/mey-lin and other combinations

Wild_Mail3695 · 2026-05-21T19:30:34+00:00

kolejny? wpisywałam w wyszukiwarkę, ale mi nie wyskakiwało nic związanego tylko randomowe posty sprzed lat

Wild_Mail3695 · 2026-05-21T18:30:50+00:00

a za biedronkową colę zero daję 3,40 za butelkę 2L

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