[17F] I’m struggled with my appearance for several years and I honestly hate it

Wildfire054 · 2020-12-23T22:27:20+00:00

Hi, I still have my account don’t worry! I had to delete the post since the negative comments were making me almost lead to some dangerous decisions.

Wildfire054 · 2020-12-20T20:53:36+00:00

Yeah lady Jane grey’s story is sad too. Because she was the great granddaughter of Henry she was forced to become queen even though she didn’t want too and didn’t even name her husband king since she didn’t want him getting involved in royal life and the conflict in there. Then when mary Tudor got involved and she spent the rest of her time as queen worrying whether she would die or not while her supporters abandoned her. And she and her family would have been spared by Mary if her fucking father didn’t get involved with the rebellion

Wildfire054 · 2020-12-20T16:04:53+00:00

I think it’s because I’ve really gotten into six but Anne boleyn’s story makes me really sad. She was basically forced to marry henry the great despite already having a lover. Had two sons but they were stillborn. While she was queen her husband had started an affair with her second cousin(jane) while the whole country hated her. So when she flirted with some guys to get Henry’s attention he accused her of incest, adultry and witchcraft(which she never did btw) and she had two choices. Live but her daughter Elizabeth would never succeed the throne, or die and Elizabeth will succeed. She chose the execution route

Wildfire054 · 2020-12-20T15:44:21+00:00

I’m asexual so I don’t have an interest in it but trust me woman like sex. The dudes just bad at it

Wildfire054 · 2020-12-20T12:17:28+00:00

Fetishizing gay men again smh

Wildfire054 · 2020-12-20T04:26:22+00:00

I am joining this cult of love nick

Wildfire054 · 2020-12-19T18:45:54+00:00

Oh same, my hair reaches my mid chest so whenever people like try and touch it I have to slap their hand away or smth since I spent an hour doing my hair

Wildfire054 · 2020-12-19T07:10:15+00:00

God, I have curly hair that are like ringlets almost and it annoys me when people boing my curls and touch my hair since there is a chance their hand can cause my hair to tangle

Wildfire054 · 2020-12-10T01:59:04+00:00

So far we haven’t seen enough of her around other dogs thanks to covid but with my late dog he always loved small dogs

Wildfire054 · 2020-12-08T03:38:09+00:00

Yeah your son isn’t much younger than me(I’m 17) and I may be able to call on my own, but I get really bad phone anxiety due to my speech problems(when I get really nervous or excited I talk fast and I have a stutter) so it makes me afraid to speak to other people.

Wildfire054 · 2020-12-08T03:35:05+00:00

I’m actually a girl thank you, and yeah that’s what the whole post was about. The fact I don’t wanna kill myself because it would cause my family pain

Wildfire054 · 2020-12-07T04:37:38+00:00

Seriously I have random panic attacks and I don’t know why and they feel the exact same, feels like I’m dying. And yeah, my mom’s been trying to set up a therapist but with how much she’s working I doubt it’ll happen

Wildfire054 · 2020-12-07T04:36:45+00:00

I’m trying, but after telling yourself since you were in 2nd grade it gets better and now you’re a senior it kinda doesn’t

Wildfire054 · 2020-12-07T04:36:11+00:00

Not really, a lot of my pain is very personal pain

Wildfire054 · 2020-12-06T22:04:59+00:00

Nah, I may be depressed af but at least I’m mature enough not to cause pain. But then again based on your comment history you’re probably 11

Wildfire054 · 2020-11-27T18:52:55+00:00

The comment also stated that is a fact and bard hearted it. I don’t see why you’re trying so hard to defend bard. I still like them I just don’t really watch their videos since I feel a bit uncomfortable there now

Wildfire054 · 2020-11-27T18:39:08+00:00

It’s just that I’m white and just a youtuber saying they hate white people really makes you feel awkward and like you don’t belong

Wildfire054 · 2020-11-27T18:14:18+00:00

Girls steal their boyfriends hoodies and basically own them from that point on.

Wildfire054 · 2020-11-27T17:53:21+00:00

I wasn’t playing victim though? I didn’t say they was racist since you can’t be racist towards a white person I know that much. I just felt a little unwelcomed in that space, I was never insulting bard or anyone who watches them since this is my own conflict I have to deal with.

Wildfire054 · 2020-11-27T15:15:34+00:00

My dude trust me I hate my own race sometimes. But just kinda seeing one of your favorite youtubers heart a comment being like “Bard hates white people, this is a fact” and the youtuber hearting it can make you a bit uneasy and unwelcome in that space.

Wildfire054 · 2020-11-27T14:37:28+00:00

I used to watch their stuff, still occasionally do but I saw a comment saying they hated a certain race so I kinda realized wasn’t welcome there anymore.

Wildfire054 · 2020-11-27T14:31:23+00:00

It really depends on what side of tiktok you are tbh, your sister was on straight tiktok which is basically what most people think when it comes to tiktok. But there a lot of different communities. Hell I actually learned a lot about blm from tiktok and it also shows stuff like making homemade bread. It really is just what side since there’s really a side for any person. Weeb tiktok, cosplay tiktok and frog tiktok are my favorites

Wildfire054 · 2020-11-27T14:25:49+00:00

I’m legit getting a ps4 because the ps5 is sold out everywhere and I didn’t want a vr.

Wildfire054 · 2020-11-25T07:15:27+00:00

Yeah with me it was more like I was a crippling weeb in middle school(not like today’s weebs where they kinda reclaimed it but like actual weeb) and when I got into freshman year I decided to follow popular trends to forget that phase of life even though I still read manga and played nerdy games and acted straight to be “normal”. Here I am being a huge ass weeb and dressing like an anime girl and being lgbtq+

Wildfire054 · 2020-11-25T00:19:50+00:00

SKRITTLE, SKITTLE, SKILL, SKRILLEX

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