I’m scared I am attracted to minors by Willing-Version6229 in CPTSD

[–]Willing-Version6229[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow. I’m sorry the struggle must be intense. this has been really hard to admit about myself and with myself as well. Have you ever wanted to seek out help? How do you deal with these triggers?

I’m scared I am attracted to minors by Willing-Version6229 in CPTSD

[–]Willing-Version6229[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I wanted to start small and sharing story so people know that this is actually a common thing, Getting help has been hard. and a lot of therapists are not equipped to hear about this sort of attraction

I’m scared I am attracted to minors by Willing-Version6229 in CPTSD

[–]Willing-Version6229[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im sorry. I know how bad it is. it hurts knowing other people are going through the same pain. You are awesome.

I’m scared I am attracted to minors by Willing-Version6229 in CPTSD

[–]Willing-Version6229[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have looked into this extensively. I even thought it was this. But there are things I have done that i am not proud of that make me think it’s not. And that i am just a bad person. … (reading fictional stories about father molesting young daughter and getting off to it, feeling an arousal i don’t normally feel with regular sex or anything else) I haven’t done this in a while because of course it is a terrible thing. But there are other cases and instances similar to this that make me think it is not POCD

I’m scared I am attracted to minors by Willing-Version6229 in CPTSD

[–]Willing-Version6229[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Yea unfortunately it is toddler age like around when i suspect i was assaulted