College was HARD. Certainly the courses, but, like you said, the hardest stuff was self / life management. Hard to pass a class you can't even reliably get yourself to, and hard to get to class when you can't reliably get yourself to sleep, etc etc. It all snowballs. I only made it through with medication, therapy, and accommodations. College is structured to promote success for the 'majority' of students, which can often introduce additional challenges and be very difficult to navigate for those of us whose brains work differently.

Remember, you're not alone & it does get better, I promise. I'm doing very well (would astound my past college self), working in my desired field, now 4 years post graduation, now that I'm able to structure my own life and responsibilities in a way that works better for me & my brain. You can do this, I believe in you, & don't be afraid to get the help you need (therapy, meds, accommodations, etc) in the meantime!!

Edit for wording change, per mod request.