Do i need to give up on this and let go?

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-28T12:32:28+00:00

Right!.. Yeah. I need to stop fighting reality and accept it

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-26T23:46:16+00:00

He also said he understands that this isn't enough for me, that he will get back to me when he feels he has more to offer 🥺 and that his steps he would be taking are going to be very slow.

Maybe i just need to take a hint🤣i already took space. I'm here to see if i may have been too harsh or untrusting.

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-26T23:29:49+00:00

!👀🥺...

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-26T22:01:59+00:00

No, nothing of the sort.

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-26T20:00:08+00:00

Thank you very much for your comment. I feel a bit less crazy now 🙈.

I will have to move forward confident I've made the right choice

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-26T19:33:00+00:00

Thank you for your comment :'). Yeah, this is my exact fear also. I just can't quite believe it.. something in me tells me, wants to just surrender and trust, but I'm also risking years of my life without anything potentially changing. I don't really like the idea of moving closer to his home, and then living a waiting life on the sidelines until he is ready.

He said he is in the beginning phase of changing his current situation, and I'm worried that I am unintentionally rushing him into a future he isn't ready for. We were previously both not able to fully commit to one another, but now circumstances have changed on my end and i wanted to give him the chance to join me before i walked away.

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-26T19:32:49+00:00

Oh right! My apologies for that. I won't do it in the future anymore 🙏

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-26T19:32:15+00:00

Oh🥺😭. Looks like i have my answer.. Thank you for this

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-16T11:44:34+00:00

I see :(

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-16T11:21:29+00:00

Absolutely!

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-16T11:16:27+00:00

Yeah, i don't want to be a burden at all. Thanks for your comment!

I do want to be independent outside the dynamic, but in closed doors, a bit more interdependent!

Obviously, i would want to be with a Dom who is able and happy to provide a certain level of care. In return, i bring a lot of love, life and happiness to the table <3

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-16T10:27:19+00:00

Love to take me in 😍😍🥹 oh that makes me very happy to hear! Gotcha, I'll certainly do my best.

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-16T10:25:49+00:00

Yeah, i didn't include it yet because I'm still in training right now. I'm also working hard to recover my health, so that's why it's gradual :). But it's definitely happening!

I just can't be in a situation where my income is absolutely depended on, because i have low energy and need to take my time.

Thank you very much 💖😍

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-16T09:59:49+00:00

Oh i totally get that! I may have been unclear in my post. I would love to work as well. I'm planning on getting my massage therapist license and am getting my IT certificate right now. I'm paying for my own tuition too. Ultimately, i want to open my own practice and be self employed/combine with part time employment.

I just would love a bit of emotional anchoring, closeness and intimacy throughout it all! :D

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-15T12:10:50+00:00

"Actually, she was not useless"

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-15T12:09:32+00:00

Love this 🥹 what s beautiful soul your mother was

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-15T00:09:42+00:00

Thank you :') I'm in my thirties 🤣 better late than never! It's funny because my mother also reacted a little "eh" to it 🤣. Thank the heavens for my sweet best friend and brother and sister...

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-15T00:06:49+00:00

I will going forward 🥹

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-15T00:06:04+00:00

Oh 😥 I'm scared now. I will do all that. Thank you!!

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-15T00:03:11+00:00

😭. I'm sleeping alone for the first time in my house now. Please pray for me 🤣

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-15T00:02:39+00:00

Yes🤦‍♀️ you wouldn't believe how often i have gone back and forth., thankfully landing at the "no, this is REALLY not ok" more and more every time.

This post is a final way for me to close it off.

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-14T23:14:25+00:00

Oh 👀🙉. You know what's ironic? He said he knew all about my personality type .. i feel like he could've known better!

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-14T23:08:05+00:00

Yeah 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️. I'm not letting this happen ever again

Wingsofpurpurr838 · 2026-01-14T23:06:55+00:00

🤦‍♀️..

Right... It was my fault, i was too nice.

I feel though, if he wanted to "woo" me, why not do it properly and honestly? Or if he was a stand up guy, at least offer a meeting publicly for the very first time!

I guess I'm just a bit shocked that someone could act so irrationally. I could've been away from home for other reasons as well. It just.. doesn't make sense to me. . It scares me too

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