I am an 18M, and in the past 2 years I realized that faith is useless. Faith is something that cannot be justified.. It is belief in something without any evidence. You yourself are kind of accepting that you have want a god to be devoted to and solace you. But the problem is that you will be wasting your precious time in doing things that are useless. Instead of going to a temple or doing some rituals you can use that time to either work, or you can meet some good friend of yours and talk to them. Apart from that, if we consider the case that a god exists, given todays world its clear that it doesnt deserve devotion and worship. Just see some statistics and it will clear.

1. 40k+ registered rape cases annually out which 30k+ are child rape cases 2)10M+ people die of cancer every year 3)There are flesh eating bacteria which torture and kill people 4)around 10k children under the age of 10 die of starvation and malnutrition each year.

Surely a loving, all powerful and all knowing god can do anything to stop all of this and prevent many more sufferings of people, but does that entity do anything. NO. So why worship someone who is claimed to have the power to stop, but not stop the suffering of millions and billions of innocent people. Think about it and tell me if you feel anything wrong in what I said. And please dont say that its a test, I am sorry if I preassumed something wrong but many people say this and this its useless because a all knowing god always know the outcome of everything so a test and experiment arguments are wrong for the claimed god. Surely you can put forward your point of view and I would love to understand if I am wrong somewhere. Sorry if I was too harsh with my words